Baby on the way
vanessahogan03Prayers: 17Requests: 38
June 8, 2020 at 8:53 am
Hello DAB family, My baby girl will be here in about 9 days. About a month ago, I suddenly started dealing with dark depressive thoughts as you can imagine. They were unwanted and disturbing. I tried an antidepressant, not sure if it really helped, but it caused me to not sleep for days, so the doctors pulled me off it . I am a mother of three and I desperately want my mental health back. Ideally, I would like to just have my baby and go back to normal. I’ve wrestled hard with anxiety for the last two years. Anyways. When I think of the baby, I question if I will love her ? What if I don’t love her. Because I’m not really feeling a bond. Then I tell myself what is wrong with me? Then more dark thoughts start appearing because I feel that this should be automatic. I feel bad for the baby etc… I just want to feel normal again if that makes sense. I don’t feel prepared for the birth of her either. Even though we have everything she needs and much more. I’m not sure what I’m really asking prayer for. It’s a multitude of things. A calm mind free of these thoughts and anxiety. A new love for my baby girl. Healing over depression. Trusting in the lord, and feeling his peace and joy in my life. An end to all catastrophic thoughts. Maybe if there is an imbalance in my brain or hormones for it to be corrected. I just want to be here, be happy and thrive for my kids. But I feel like I struggle hour by hour each day. I’m trying so hard, I’ve been praying as often as I can remember. I need the Lords help! Side note: I see a therapist twice weekly now, my doctors are aware of how I feel.gsimoninPrayers: 5509Requests: 35
June 8, 2020 at 10:34 am
Yes, Lord, today we bring our sister, vanessa, before Your throne. We join her in praying for stability to return to her mind, body and life. Give her wisdom to know if there is anything more that she can do to help herself, and/or give wisdom to her medical team to treat her properly. BlessingsgoingupsoonPrayers: 5599Requests: 283
June 8, 2020 at 12:14 pm
Father, i thank you that your Word says that Vanessa has not been given a spirit of fear. But, you have given her a sound mind. “A mind of self control”. Help her to cast down these thoughts when they come. And focus her thoughts on your promises.
6. Fret not about, anything, but in everything, by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving,
let your requests be known to God.
7. And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, SHALL keep your heart and mind
through Christ Jesus.
8. Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just whatsoever things are pure, Whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report, if there be any virtue and if there be any praise, THINK ON THESE THINGS. Phil. 4:6-8.
I’m praying for you my sister. May your loving heavenly Father, take away all of tour fears, and fill you with His peace today.
In Jesus! name i pray.
BelovedKeep me in the lightPrayers: 229Requests: 1
June 9, 2020 at 3:27 pm
Lord please watch over Vanessa and her family. Please help her find peace and help her find the love she is looking for. Keep her safe and bring her peace 🙏🏼❤️
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