Hello DAB community. I would like to ask for prayer for my chronic illness. I have planned on getting a part-time job after I was fired from my most recent full-time job but I have so much pain, muscle tension, and fatigue that I, more often times than not, cannot even get out of bed. Some of this is, in fact, due to me falling into a very deep depression that I can’t shake. I now feel pretty hopeless, although I know our God is fully capable of providing for our needs. As a man of God, I feel dehumanized, rejected, and kind of worthless because I place a large part of my identity into my work and now am not able to do that at hardly any capacity due to my health problems. I am applying for long-term disability but that can take a long time to get. My mom thinks I’m faking all of this for some weird reason so now I’m falsely accused of this by my own mother. My dad is sick with bipolar disorder but refuses to get help and is a massive narcissist who is very passive aggressive and lacks empathy. I am married with a 3-year old son whom I can’t provide for. My wife is uneducated because she thought she’d just get married and not need to work. Please pray for our desperate situation. I used to have a CDL(Commercial Driver’s License) which acted as a good fallback when things were uncertain. I lost it due to lack of funds to renew it. It has since been reduced to a class “D” driver’s license which, in this state, is just a standard driver’s license. I have 3-years of commercial driving experience I can no longer use to try and support my family. Not sure if that’s a big deal or not considering my health but it still hurts. It’s like the state funded organization who was supposed to help me with securing, doing, and keeping gainful employment, has done me a big disservice. It took them about 6-months to help me get my last job. Now that I can only do part-time work, they refuse to “help” me. I feel like a hypocrite because I really mean what I pray for others on here but I’m going to a form of hell on earth here! I believe God wants me to start working for myself but I have no idea how to start a business unless it’s manufacturing/engineering or something of the like. Thinking about starting a blog but not sure if that’s what God wants. Meanwhile, no money is coming in and I’m a train-wreck looking for a place to happen. I’m trying to keep my spirits up but now I’m struggling. I don’t give up very easily but may be forced to without any options or ideas of how I can make some money in a very, very, part-time basis. It needs to be enough to pay half the bills of about $1,000/mo. I’m very handy and good at fixing things so I thought about starting a part-time handyman business but without my body’s cooperation I can’t feasibly do that either. Thank you ALL, so much for your prayers and support. I love you all in Christ Jesus, our Lord. Amen and God bless.