You are not alone, dear sister! You’re a beloved member of our family and when you hurt so do we. We love you. Thank you for your beautiful heart to pray and protect others even as you battle your own pain and loneliness. I am standing with you because I know how that feels. May God surround you with other brothers and sisters nearby who are safe for you, bringing old and new friends and loved ones alike to do life with you. You are not alone. God has incredible plans for you. A lot of the trials here on earth will be revealed for what they are: opportunities to allow God’s grace to move in our broken world, and thus become treasures for all Eternity. Do not give up!
For fatigue on a physiologic level always make sure there isn’t a medical reason for it–ask your doctor to check your thyroid and vitamin B levels. Just these two alone can cause the lethargy. I’ve found that activated methyl folate can provide a good boost of energy when people are deficient in this nutrient, so if you have never had periods where you’ve had too much energy to the point of not sleeping for days on end then you can safely take it. It is easy to find on Amazon.
Feel free to contact me if you have questions. Love you and bearing this burden for you. Just rest and let God restore you in your sleep tonight. Then wake up refreshed and ready to face the fight again. You are not doing this alone.