For my husband that he would return to God and to his family
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tuulimariaPrayers: 179Requests: 2
April 1, 2017 at 11:11 amDAB, not DAP.. sorry..
soundyaaPrayers: 3085Requests: 12
April 1, 2017 at 6:30 pmDear Sister Tuulimaria,
Thanks for your message back, God is so amazing he calls your brothers and sisters in Christ to pray at the perfect time. I am so pleased you have found a buyer for your house, that is Gods hand of grace on you.
The most important relationship you have is with God, you are his precious child, he loves you so much and works day and night non stop so your path is made straight. He is calling you to be closer to him and even to rely on him completely so when you have gone through this and come the other side you will know how to build others up pointing them to him.
YOU WILL GET THROUGH because Jesus is walking beside you in love, remember he is in you and you are in him. He uses all kinds of ways to help you feel comfort. Watch and see these next few weeks how amazing he is and know how much he loves you. I believe he has allowed this to happen so that through this journey you would be like a house built on solid rock that when the storm came it did not fall. Jesus is your rock and salvation he is a strength that nobody can understand, he is a power that is unlimited and his mighty hand is with you.
With your emotions and feelings towards your husband I think you need to feel what you do, but give it to God also, ask him to take it from you, so your prayers that include your husband are for you to be well. So please you are listening to DAB today, that will strengthen you. God bless this day and give you peace. I will pray each day now for you and your children, but I keep praying for your husband too for him to see what he had done so his eyes would be fully opened understanding what God is saying to him. God wont make him do anything but he will show him.
God bless the rest of the weekend, any specific prayer requests just say.
Your brother Andy in Christ.tuulimariaPrayers: 179Requests: 2
April 1, 2017 at 10:25 pmThank you, Andy! Once again.
I was already going to bed but couldn’t sleep. I’m just heartbroken for my sweet little baby girl.. that her father doesn’t seem to care. He’s a dad to her siblings but not to her. That I just can NOT understand!! And she’s just SO adorable. How can he not want to spend every possible minute with his child!!?? I just wish she could have his dad!! 😭
Anyway.. I couldn’t sleep so I checked this wall again. I couldn’t even finish reading your reply. I just crashed. Haven’t cried like this for weeks, even for months. I just poured my heart to God. I feel like I can’t handle this any longer. I’ve been stretched too much. Had to be strong, had to take care of everything, had to deal with uncredible things I never thought my husband would be capable of. And I’ve had this same cry sooooo many times during the past 10 months. That it’s too much to handle. I’ve been pushed over the edge, only to find out there’s another edge and the pushing keeps on going. I’m afraid of thinking how many more edges are there..
I know there’s a plan. I know He’s going to keep me. I know He will use this somehow to help other people. Still I often feel like asking is thos all really necessary? Wouldn’t this be enough already.. Don’t get any answers. Just that his mercy is enough..
Anyways.. grateful for your prayers and words. They lift me up. And I guess somehow they made me feel safe enough to have the courage to be weak and let myself just cry out what ever there was in my heart.
Since you asked spesific requests, I would like to ask you to pray that he would be co-operative in meeting the social workers etc in the kids matters.. And of course that opening of his eyes. I seem to have catched a cold too and there are lots of things to deal with the coming week, so I need stregth and hope not to get very sick. Thanks!
soundyaaPrayers: 3085Requests: 12
April 2, 2017 at 12:54 amI pray that you have renewed strength. I pray that at times when you feel hopeless you are somehow able to rest in his peace and that he would send others to support you. You have an amazing relationship with God that you can hear from him so clearly. He will never leave you or forsake you he will bring you through his.
I am praying now against illness that you would be well and have a peaceful and restorative sleep.
I pray that God would break your husbands his hardness of heart towards his daughter and within meetings with social workers that God would intervene to help this occur. I pray that he would understand the impact of his actions and the pain he has caused to his family. I pray that he would be able to show you his weakness and be able to be open with you.
God bless you my sister – never never never give up. Believe this week will be better I am praying for you that Christ is with you.
SheilaTPrayers: 2920Requests: 24
April 2, 2017 at 1:41 pmDear Sister Tuulimaria,
Your pain is very heavy . I sense God saying give me your pain and don’t carry it alone because it can literally destroy you . Again remember your husband has hardened his heart towards the truth just like pharaoh hardened his heart ,but God will still make a way for your case . God will be a father to the fatherless and a husband to those who have no husband . God will give you favor so I ask that he gives you favor as relates to the social workers / meeting .May the Lord heal you of the cold , may he strengthen your immunity so that you can be strong .
At this point don’t blame yourself saying maybe I should have done this or should not have done this , also just remember no matter how difficult this seems God has allowed it to happen and he will not give you more than you can handle .
You are getting sharpened and refined . Nolonger question why husband has done what he has , just ask God what should I learn from this event and how and when will this end ? Ask God to take all these burdens from you completely! You are helpless as a person and as earlier stated a month or 2 ago this is warfare between God and Satan . Let God fight for you , and just watch .
May God shield you from the enemy of your soul .
AmensoundyaaPrayers: 3085Requests: 12
April 2, 2017 at 6:17 pmAmen Sister Shelia.
tuulimariaPrayers: 179Requests: 2
April 2, 2017 at 7:47 pmThank you Andy and Sheila! 💞 Your words and prayers truly mean a lot to me! I feel better, at least not worse. The cold hasn’t taken over. Praise God!
Today I have had a lighter heart. I was able to take a nap and rest so feeling better on many levels. And I listened to DAB and some worship music. You’re right, it helps! I praise Jesus that he never leaves me a lone and at all times he lets me know there’s someone praying.
God bless you!
soundyaaPrayers: 3085Requests: 12
April 2, 2017 at 8:36 pmJesus is amazing he will never leave you alone, Only recently have i realised the massive need for worship and the word in my life, and I sing my heart out now 🙂 God bless your week, I am praying for you now.
HelgaPrayers: 78Requests: 2
April 3, 2017 at 1:20 pmPraying for a breakthrough and wisdom how to handle every day.
jtylerk9Prayers: 1512Requests: 7
April 3, 2017 at 8:39 pmPraying for you sister. Praying for strength for your mind and body. Truly believing in our God knowing He won’t let you down. The waters are murky but please sister keep pushing forward. Trust in Jesus He will be there for you just like when Peter began to sink as he attempted to walk on the water. Praying sister for you and your family. We are all behind you and lifting you up to God.
tuulimariaPrayers: 179Requests: 2
April 3, 2017 at 10:16 pmThank you dear sisters and brothers!
Today I’ve had nice moments with my kids, I’ve had joy and lightnes in my heart. ❤️ Also some setbacks but I told the enemy to flee ..he can’t steal my joy (oh that’s a powerful scene in the War room movie!) that he never gave me in the first place.If I may ask you to include my extended family in your prayers. My parents especially. They are heartbroken due my situation and this is not the first time they have to see their child going through this kind of stuff. They have also health issues. And my in-laws that they would find God. They too are shocked by all this.
Thank you all! I pray for you and praise God and thank him for this family! Love you all!
soundyaaPrayers: 3085Requests: 12
April 4, 2017 at 5:59 amDear Sister, that is Great to hear I pray this week can get better. I will prayer for your parents and you in-laws as you say. God bless your week. Amen.
tuulimariaPrayers: 179Requests: 2
April 5, 2017 at 3:37 pmHi again!
Yesterday I had a good moment before the Lord. Well.. at least I was honest before him and had more will to pray for our marriage than for a while. I realized that the enemy wants me to look at the dissapointments and how it seems that there’s no hope my husband is going to change. I desided to keep praying and declaring Gods will and changing power over his life, and I told God I’m willing to still commit to this marriage if that’s his plan, if he’s going to turn the situation into something new for us as a family and a couple then I don’t want to be standing on his way by losing hope or settleing for something else.
It’s been kind of peaceful lately but today my husband picked a fight and that felt like such an aggressive attack.. not physically and not that much even verbally but mentally and spiritually. I sensed such rage and anger that wasn’t from him but through him.
Then I realized that someone didn’t appreaciate that I want to keep fighting for my family…Tomorrow we have a challenging meeting. Propably the hardest so far. I don’t really even know what to expect from it, but I trust God that he’s with me there too. Appreciate all prayers still.
Thank you!
soundyaaPrayers: 3085Requests: 12
April 5, 2017 at 5:34 pmDear Sister Tuulimaria,
I honestly don’t think he will ever understand the strength you have in God. I believe God gives peace and joy as two key emotions of being with him and rest for your soul.
Remember in your meeting tomorrow there is no one with the strength you have, no one who has Jesus standing with them and giving them words, wisdom and guidance. You have God he is in front you going ahead and in the meeting he will be with you. I will be praying if you know the time and want prayer at that time just say.
I believe the anger and rage from your husband is an expression in place of him being honest with you, he will never be built up by his actions, the Devil only wants to destroy him, but isn’t it interesting when you prayed for your marriage that he would come back with anger at that time. Satan would hate this and he knows that with God there is hope in your story and the possibilities that God gives is unlimited.
God bless you for that prayer because in those prayers I believe it shows amazing forgiveness. Your story will change lives 🙂 What a journey with God you are on and he will give you green pastures and bless your days ahead. Your husband needs to think about what his alternative will be – I believe he is seeing the prospects.
In my prayers all this week and especially tomorrow. Your brother Andy in Christ.
tuulimariaPrayers: 179Requests: 2
April 5, 2017 at 7:08 pmAndy, dear brother, amen and thank you!! Yes I can honestly say that without Gods love and mercy I would not have reacted the way I have during these months. I’m in awe my self too and really can not take any credit. God is amazing and I truly hope and pray that His holy name would be gloryfied by this story.
The meeting is at 10:30 UTC time. I say it like this because I live on the other side of the globe I guess. So if you are awake thanks for praying. It doesn’t matter if you weren’t, God is beyond time. I will vome back and tell you how it went. I have peace about it now. 😊 God bless you!!
soundyaaPrayers: 3085Requests: 12
April 5, 2017 at 7:25 pmYes, his name will be glorified I know. He is so amazing, I pray I never walk proud again because he gives me all I need, I rely purely on his strength, his grace is enough yet he gives more. I sing because he gives me joy, he is so loving and gentle yet his power is unlimited.
I have that time in the diary for prayer and will pray, but you are right even if there were no one to pray it would not matter.
To Jesus be the glory for his constant gift of love. He loves your fellowship.
God bless you and your precious family. Amen.tuulimariaPrayers: 179Requests: 2
April 6, 2017 at 6:05 amAmen! Thank you Andy! And sorry.. it’s 9:30 UTC not 10:30. But it doesn’t matter. Thanks for praying!!!
soundyaaPrayers: 3085Requests: 12
April 6, 2017 at 6:56 amGot it in diary:-).
Will pray for the meeting to result in a change of his heart, that his heart would no longer be hard. I pray that his eyes would be open to see that God himself stands with you. I will pray for other things as I feel God speak. In Jesus name. Amen.SheilaTPrayers: 2920Requests: 24
April 6, 2017 at 10:53 amAmen! Praying for God to control and order your footsteps sister . May he shield you from the enemy.Trust God in all circumstances no matter the outcome.
tuulimariaPrayers: 179Requests: 2
April 6, 2017 at 12:40 pmThank you for praying again! Thank you Lord! The meeting was ok, better than I thought.. I don’t know how things will go in the end but I got the support I needed on this moment. It should give me some space and peace to just recover for a while.
I had peace in the situation and I feel God gave wisdom to the social workers also. I think I got a change to show my husband that I am not the enemy. Not sure he wants to believe it, but Andy I’m grateful that you were lead to pray like you did: that he would see that God is truly with me. I hope he did. I pray that God is working in him under all that hardness.
In the monent I received strength to see him through love, even as he said some hurtful things. I feel that I have done the right thing regardless of the outcome. I hope I have and that God will give me peace also regardless of the outcome.
Dear Seila, thanks for your prayers also! I really felt that I was safe. I was, I am, protected on every side. He is my wall.
I still need wisdom, strength and love to be anle to forgive and to let him know I see his perspective and don’t hate him. I wish he could some day, see mine as well. But even if he didn’t I will stand because I know the truth and I know God.
For today, for every day, for everything I give praise and glory to the Highest, the King of kings, the Prince of peace!
mkerrisonPrayers: 5Requests: 5
April 6, 2017 at 12:46 pmLifting your family up according to all the good plans God has for you. Echoing all your requests in Christ. Asking for complete restoration of your marriage and the resurrection power over your husband’s heart for renewed love for you and all the enemy has stolen. In Jesus name.
soundyaaPrayers: 3085Requests: 12
April 6, 2017 at 12:49 pmI believe with God guiding you the path is safe and because of what you did and said this allowed Gods outcome to be achieved most fully. Will continue prayers as you request. God bless the rest of your week and weekend. In Jesus name. Amen.
jtylerk9Prayers: 1512Requests: 7
April 6, 2017 at 3:21 pmGods strength can be felt through reading your posts. The Holy Spirit shines from you sister. Continuing with prayers.
sharontheriotPrayers: 52Requests: 28
April 7, 2017 at 2:15 amAs I prayed for you today. I wanted to share with you something a feel God wants you to know.
YOU ARE VALUABLE,
YOU ARE WORTHY
Please know our Father doesn’t ask that we be door mats. You are the head of your house now until your husband returns. You have to make boundaries and stick to them. Trust me I know how very hard this is.
Listen to me your husbands knows you love the Lord and you love him.
So the kids especially if you have boys need to see that you respect their father but have rules that protect them. And that keeps order in the home.
Your baby girl. Just speak over her. Raise her to know Her Father Jesus is enough for her. She is not fatherless she is a child of the great I AM!! Speak over her that her father loves and adores her. She’s a princess and never without a fathers hand to guide her. Speak over all your children! They are fearfully and wonderfully made. Blessed beyond what any earthly father could be…
your on my heart ❤️
God will provide all you need.tuulimariaPrayers: 179Requests: 2
April 7, 2017 at 6:16 am😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️ thank you all!!! Your words touch my heart, I love you all! I’m so blessed by this family. Amazing how Christ unites us from all over the world. Imagine this.. we really ARE sisters and brothers! We have the same Father. We have a home with Him. Some day we will ne there together as a family. No tears. Can’t wait!!! And can’t wait to see what kind of victory God has prepared in this matter and that day I get to share it with you guys!! 😊😊😊
Love you, God bless you all!!
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