For my husband that he would return to God and to his family
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tuulimariaPrayers: 179Requests: 2
May 18, 2017 at 11:22 amThanks Andy!!! There’s like a battle inside of me. The other side just wants to throw a pillow on my head and not get up in the morning or do anything. The other side is trying to keep up hope and at times gets me going and doing stuff at home. Many times I get stuck in the middle and the days just slip away, surviving but not living.
Still I want to declare there is power in the name of Jesus! He is the strongest. There’s a reason why the enemy keeps attacking. He’s afraid of what God is going to do.
Thanks for lifting me up again! Praise Jesus! May He bless you!
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May 18, 2017 at 10:22 pmLord Jesus
I BIND the spirit of death now in the name of Jesus !! The spirit that makes Tuulimaria not want to get up in the morning!! The spirit that makes life seem meaningless! I bind the spirit of despair in the name of Jesus ! In the name of Jesus I command these spirits to lose their hold and have no part in Tuulimaria’s life ! I render every negative spirit operating on her life ineffective and strip them of their power in the name of Jesus !!
Blood of Jesus lay your judgment over evil that has caused all this pain .
Lord I ask that you pour out your spirit over Tuulimaria ! I ask that you remind her that you cannot give her more than she can handle ! I ask that you infuse joy into her spirit despite what she is facing ! Your joy Lord will be her strength .
I speak life over Tuulimaria! I speak restoration of all the virtues that the enemy has stolen from Tuulimaria! Let the power of your Holy Spirit wash Tuulimaria from head to toe with your blood ! Fill her with streams of living water ! Renew her Lord and remind her that her strength will Come from you despite what she is facingThank you Jesus !!!!
Please seal this prayer with your blood
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May 19, 2017 at 5:48 am❤️❤️❤️❤️
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May 19, 2017 at 8:37 amDear Sister,
I am praying that you would not be discouraged, I believe this is from the enemy for those reasons you say, because you are a light in the darkness and that light comes from Jesus living in you (2 Samuel 22:29), but understanding weakness if no bad thing (2 Corinthians 12:10), because when we realise this we realise that it is God who is our strength and that should motivate us and strengthen us (Isaiah 40:29-31) to come back to him again and again.
It strikes me that the verse the spirit is willing but the body is weak is important (Matthew 26:41; Mark 14:38) in both verses praying is important and keeping a rhythm in our great God, through worship, word and prayer. I know with children it is so easy to come out of that and because of the fatigue want to stop that, but I have found even if it is late at night if I can pray or listen to some worship my spirit is uplifted. So I pray for a rhythm for you and that you would find what works given your situation. May God strengthen you and may he bless you. In Jesus name. Amen.tuulimariaPrayers: 179Requests: 2
May 19, 2017 at 7:01 pmAmen! I have noticed this, somehow still it is sometimes forgotten. It is so much harder to stay hopeful and calm when the Word is left behind. Also listing things I’m grateful for helps.. The enemy knows this and keeps me busy. I should know this and fight back. Make it a priority. Why do I always forget this.. when the attack is powerful there’s a great victory coming. That’s what the enemy tries to keep me from having.
Thanks for your prayers, uplifting words and the scriptures. ❤️ I’m going to fill my house with praise and gratefullnes.
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May 20, 2017 at 5:34 amGreat:-)
May God bring is Joy and strength to you and may he send his angels to guard you when you feel overwhelmed so that no matter what you face you would not break knowing the rock which you stand can weather any storm. Jesus is our best friend. God bless you Sister in Jesus name.tuulimariaPrayers: 179Requests: 2
May 20, 2017 at 6:11 amAmen! Thank you!!
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May 22, 2017 at 11:42 pmThoughts and prayers are with you sister.
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May 23, 2017 at 12:45 amMay God strengthen you my sister !
We love you and encourage that you hold onto that Rock that is unshakable!tuulimariaPrayers: 179Requests: 2
May 23, 2017 at 9:08 pmThanks for your prayers at weekend. ❤️ It was difficult, it was hard, the Lord didn’t make the difficult thing not happen but he gave His angel to walk me through, to guide me so that I didn’t slip and prevented the enemy from harming me. He gave me an actual “angel” who has been by my side for months and she really helped me to avoid the worst and enabeled me to stay in control somehow in the situation.
I also realized something about the other woman that is kind of creepy but at the same time realizing this gave me hope. And it gave me the perspective of my husband actually being a victim. Of course he’s made bad choises but he’s also been mislead and trapped and manipulated. I heard other people close to him seeing this aswell. It is encouraging too because I had already thought that no one else sees this and that they might think that I’m crazy.
I feel there’s hope rising again not from me but given to me. I admit I was already giving up hope and losing will to fight. I just wanted peace. Still do ofcourse but I feel like I’ve been reminded about the promises I’ve had and those many words spoken to me that I should not give up or stop fighting. Sheila, your prayers rebuking those evil depressing spirits has been answered. Once again I’m hopeful! 💞 thank you Lord!! And I hope this isn’t just my thought but I think I was told that the dark walley is going to end soon. I read a text somewhere that said that you shouldn’t give up because the last desperate prayer you say may just be the one that is answered, that makes the breakthrough happen. I really hope this nightmare is going to be over soon! I pray that the TRUTH about EVERYTHING is being unvailed to my husband. That he would see it as it is. I want to declare my kids prayers to be answered, that their dad would come home! I want to declare my baby girl will have his dad near him every day! I want to declare my marriage to be fully restored! I don’t want the man back that I had. I don’t want the man I see he’s become. I want the man I know he is meant to be! Glory to God Allmighty, nothing is impossible to you! ❤️
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May 24, 2017 at 7:12 amGod bless you Sister. That is so good to see and I believe God has opened your eyes to how he sees the situation. I always remember that there were a lot who met Jesus after a long time of suffering and I also know from my own experience even when I have wanted to end it all, there is something that stops you and I think it is God, there is a hope when all hope may seem lost and that is our God, when nothing seems to make sense he stands with us, all we need is him with us. I pray you are further encouraged and that your husbands eyes are opened to what you see and that he would have the courage to do something about it, not seeing it as hopeless rather Hopeful knowing what we know in God that all things are possible. Such amazing testament and insight you have given. God richly bless you and guard you. You are his princess.
Will pray in Jesus name. Amen.tuulimariaPrayers: 179Requests: 2
May 25, 2017 at 6:13 pmThank you Andy! Amen to that!! I’m hopeful that the Lord will answer to all these prayers! He does it his way. This is just a small part of a greater answer to my prayers since I was teenager.. That I would only have one man in my life to the grave and he would serve the Lord. I didn’t quite think I would have to see it to this point when I said “for better and for worse till death do us part”. But the insight I had about our marriage is still possible by His grace. The deeper he goes the more he will love the Lord when he gets to know how much deeper is His mercy.
My son had a dream that his dad moved in with us. He also had dreams about him leaving before he knew anything about our crisis, and also about what kind of appartment I would move into when dad leaves. They came true. I pray that this one will too.
Andy, you’re right. God knows everything. He allows what He wants and he stops what doesn’t need to happen. Just today I was driving a car and thinking about a testimony from few years back. A young girl who lived around here was driving a car when suddenly she was stopped by an huge angel standing on the road telling her to turn or it eould be too late tomorrow. She did turn to God there on the road.
Then I prayed: Lord I know you love my husband enermously and you know everything. You can stop him. To that girl you sent an angel, I don’t know what it takes to stop him, but I know you will because you love him so much. I don’t know how, I don’t know when and how does it affect me, but I KNOW God will stop him. Because the enemy would not put this much effort and I would not be given this much hope and love for him if God didn’t want him and need him for Himself.Thank you for continuing to pray for us. ❤️ God bless you!
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May 25, 2017 at 6:43 pmAmazing I was just doing the kids bath and I felt God say I should check for Tuuliamaria. It was right at that time you wrote. Wow.
That first paragraph is so beautiful and true and YES till death do us part and for better or worse. Let your iron will never be shaken God bless your honourable words. They are said from a place of such strength in Christ, you will change lives and as you save when you husband comes back to God and YES I believe he will, I believe God has said that to me now.
God bless your lovely son, God is showing him things and keeping him close, I pray that your son would develop a deep trust in our God and that he would come to do his will in time.
My spirit was alive with the story of that Girl and yes I am praying that he would know so deep inside when God says enough, I have heard/seen him shout from the heavens and evil shudders. I will pray now each day for you until that day comes. I will paste it in my diary now.Dear Jesus,
Evil has been at work and our war is not with the flesh, but with the powers of darkness, yet, Lord at your word evil flees, the chains of darkness dissolves and you grant freedom. You love is so great that you can reach a soul far off, there is no place where darkness can hide, no cave deep enough, now valley low enough, Lord you light and glory are there for all to see. This day shine upon our sister whom you love and smash the chains of evil that are wrapped around her husband.soundyaaPrayers: 3085Requests: 12
May 25, 2017 at 8:00 pmDear Sister,
I have to say what you are doing, what you are living and who you are being is an INSPIRATION, you are so blessed and precious to God, so dearly loved, what a heart you have, what strength and perservenence, indeed you have lived Romans 5:3-4, from perservenence, comes character, then from character hope. Or as James 1:4 says you will not be lacking anything once your perservenence has become completed. God bless you. In Jesus name.SheilaTPrayers: 2920Requests: 24
May 25, 2017 at 9:56 pmAmazing ! Only God can give someone the strength you have my sister . You know what ….. one day you may want to write a book 🙂 after all this is said and done ( trusting your son’s dream to come true)
We are just amazed and that’s why God keeps bringing your prayers up on this wall. Something good has to come out of this !!
Be encouraged my sister and know that we love you and God loves you more !tuulimariaPrayers: 179Requests: 2
May 26, 2017 at 10:49 amOh what an encoragement to read your words again!! I’m actually amazed myself of this hope and faith that’s been given to me. You’re right, it is only from God. In my flesh I have little will to ever even see him again, but when God gives his peace and lifts me up to see from His perspective, I calm down and actually see my husband like a little kid screaming and shouting “no I will not go home from the park!”. Not saying this from above as if I were a better person and I thought less of him. I mean that I feel like I get to taste the peace and love through wich the Heavenly Father sees him.
We just had a fight actually. For a while I was furious, so anxious and desperate and confused. Then I sat down and was told to check the prayer wall. Reading my own words and yours I was like “how did I forget this again!? How did I lose the perspective?”
Then I realized it’s the spirit that comes with him. The confusion comes from there. But it’s so hard for it to be here!! Last night I finally blessed the doorway of my home with oil.. hadn’t done that yet at the new house.
I questined him about some small matter considering the kids and got very evasive answers, not actually answers to the actual question so I asked finally is it because of the woman, and he got furious. I only need to mention her name and he gets mad. So he left pretty fast. I think it’s bacause I don’t believe his lies and explanations anymore, it makes him uneasy and he starts blaming me over everything. I admit I was provocative because of the frustration. I don’t get any answers or reapect of my boundries. When I point that out, I’m being blamed. Before I took the blame and felt guilty. Now I did too at first but then I realized I did nothing wrong. I just wanted an answer I think I deserve to get, and I didn’t. Then I said aloud what I thought might be the reason and it made him get angry at once. I think that indicates I was somewhat right. Usually I just let go when he keeps avoiding the question or giving answers I know are lies. But I don’t anymore and he’s lost, don’t know what to do so he blames me. I guess it’s getting really difficult for him. I don’t know if he really believes it himself but he’s trying to blame me of all that. It’s really hard but then come these moments that all the burden is of my shoulders.The only way I can love him right now is with the truth. Not letting hom lie to me. Pointing it out when he does and telling him I won’t be treated like this anymore. And I just pray that the truth will be shown to him.
Sheila, can you imagine.. that thought has crossed my mind more than once. Writing a book someday. 😀 God only knows…
Thanks for the encouragement and prayers! I love you and pray for you too!! ❤️
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May 26, 2017 at 7:07 pmDear Sisters,
It’s a great honour to know you both.From above I see that you have confidence and strength from God Sister Tuulimaria which is great. I pray your confidence and strength increase. I will pray often now for interactions and I am sure you are but also pray before each and every interaction that God would give you the words to say to him, so that you get a reaction rather than none, being able to share an emotion like that has its value, so I pray he’s ability to share with you would increase and that he would even open up. I pray now that in every interaction God would open his eyes to the stark contrast to where he is at currently.
The book idea – LOVE IT 🙂 I believe that your courage will be a courage for others, and your journey would give others hope and you would help other Women be Godly.
God bless you sister.
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May 26, 2017 at 8:32 pmIt’s an honor to know you too! Every time I come here and see that you are still standing by my side in prayer in this.. it’s just incredibly touching! I can’t tell you how much this blesses my heart! I really thank the Lird for this family and bless you with all my heart!
It’s confusing how the enemy succeeds to mess with my thoughts so often in a way that it stops me from praying before hand as you recommended. I have so much hate and frustration inside of me at times that it’s driving me crazy.. often times I hardly remember to pray at all or if I do it’s a desperate “HELP!!”. Though often it is the frustration and helpless feeling that reminds me to pray. Anyway even when I’m mad and act not at all like I should it seems that even those situations turn to good somehow. Usually I couldn’t avoid them any other way but letting him use me and ignore my will not saying a word. At times I wonder if I should.. If I should not resist. But I don’t know that I could step aside and let him have his way. It seems so unnatural not to defend myself.
Anyway I pray that when I do defend myself I would do it the right way. I also trust that God is so near me that he hears my prayers from my feelings, my bring and my sighs when I’m overwhelmed by everything. But yes, I will pay attention to praying before interactions. And I pray that love would melt down all the hate. And that God would guide me to react the right way even when I don’t realize it, and that He would use me and do His work even when I fail being loving.
May His will ne done. Every day.
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May 26, 2017 at 9:49 pmAmen Sister, I tell you it is so easy to look back and think, oh I should have done this or that, but never worry, God has got your back in this and he made you the perfect way you are. I pray that he would prompt you to stand and express yourself and your husband would even respect that.
I pray you can always give your anger to God and I pray when you do this you would receive his peace and Joy.
Have a blessed and Joyful weekend with your family knowing our great Lord dwells close and lives with you. Final prayer is that your husband would be reminded of that, see it and want it. In Jesus name. Amen
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May 28, 2017 at 10:01 amAmen, thank you Brother! I bounder a lot about guilt.. whether it is false or not.. someone elses guilt and shame and not something I should feel. Because I’ve had that too a lot since childhood.
Few times now I’ve noticed that somethines it just hits me from nowhere. Suddenly I feel anxious and when I wonder why is it I find it to be guilt. As if I was doing something wrong but I just can’t think of anything that I did I should feel guilty about. Couple of days ago I was driving a car to a friend of mine and this happened. And just now, I was sleeping while my baby was napping and other kids aren’t at home. I really needed that sleep but I kept waking up feeling guilty. This time I’m sure it’s in vain but it bothers me why do I keep feeling this. I think I can tell when I feel guilt and shame over sin, it’s different.
I try to speak to myself that it’s fine and I’m ok, don’t need to feel like this. And speak the Word over me. Letting myself rest when I can, not feeling guilty over not doing anything useful.
I don’t really know where I’m getting at with this. So tired I can’t think a sentence without pausing. 😅
God bless you this week.
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May 28, 2017 at 10:14 pmThis week I will pray into this feeling, its not from God, so continue to give it to him, I am praying that evening tomorrow you would see a shift in this and by the end of the week you would understand it more and be set free by Christ, who breaks EVERY chain. God bless you praying for you and your lovely family. In Jesus name. Amen.
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May 29, 2017 at 1:50 amMy sister the feeling you have is clearly NOT from God . God does not EVER make anyone feel guilty as a child of God Instead he CONVICTS you of wrong doing . So if you have not done anything wrong and keep feeling guilty then clearly this is from the enemy who is condemning you . The word of God tells us in Romans 8:1 that there is therefore now NO condemnation for those that are in Christ Jesus ! So when the enemy comes with these guilty feels speak the word .
Plead the blood of Jesus !
May the Lord break every chain of FALSE guilt upon you right now in the name of Jesus !!! May every evil dart that the enemy has fired towards you be returned to the enemy camp by fire in the name of Jesus!!
Please I beg you plead the blood of Jesus ! I feel this very heavy in my spirit. When you can’t pray please plead the blood of Jesus ! You need his TOTAL protection .Right now I come against any retaliation from the enemy against anyone that has prayed for you ! I plead the blood of Jesus over my family , Andy’s family , Jon’s family and your family .
You are in a spiritual warfare and lots of protection is required.
Jesus please protect everyone that has prayed over Tuulimaria
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May 29, 2017 at 7:35 amAmen, thank you! ❤️ He is my refuge, my strongold, my wall! Nothing can touch me, I’m covered and washed by His blood. In Him I’m holy, pure and accepted. Not guilty.
I hope and pray that the fact that I’m exhausted, everything feels hard and complicated, is just because the victory is close and the enemy is freaking out and therefore pressing harder.
I pray like Sheila that you protect every one who prays for us by your blood and your spirit. Please Lord bless all of them and make them strong. In Jesus’ mighty name!
Isaiah 54:4 Don’t be afraid, for you will not be put to shame!
Don’t be intimidated, for you will not be humiliated!
You will forget about the shame you experienced in your youth;
you will no longer remember the disgrace of your abandonment.
5 For your husband is the one who made you—
the Lord who commands armies is his name.
He is your protector, the Holy One of Israel.
He is called “God of the entire earth.”13 All your children will be followers of the Lord,
and your children will enjoy great prosperity.
14 You will be reestablished when I vindicate you.
You will not experience oppression;
indeed, you will not be afraid.
You will not be terrified,
for nothing frightening will come near you.
15 If anyone dares to challenge you, it will not be my doing!
Whoever tries to challenge you will be defeated.17 No weapon forged to be used against you will succeed;
you will refute everyone who tries to accuse you.
This is what the Lord will do for his servants—
I will vindicate them,”
says the Lord.
(NEV)Psalms 31:19 How great is your favor,
which you store up for your loyal followers!
In plain sight of everyone you bestow it on those who take shelter in you.
20 You hide them with you, where they are safe from the attacks of men;
you conceal them in a shelter, where they are safe from slanderous attacks.
21 The Lord deserves praise
for he demonstrated his amazing faithfulness to me when I was besieged by enemies.19 Your justice, O God, extends to the skies above;
you have done great things.
O God, who can compare to you?
20 Though you have allowed me to experience much trouble and distress,
revive me once again!
Bring me up once again from the depths of the earth!
21 Raise me to a position of great honor!
Turn and comfort me!
22 I will express my thanks to you with a stringed instrument,
praising your faithfulness, O my God!
I will sing praises to you accompanied by a harp,
O Holy One of Israel!
23 My lips will shout for joy! Yes, I will sing your praises!
I will praise you when you rescue me!
24 All day long my tongue will also tell about your justice,
for those who want to harm me will be embarrassed and ashamed. (NEV)Thank you Lord for your Word, your love and your comfort and this DAB family! I pray for each and every member of this family of yours. Please touch everyone and hear our prayers. Let us stay firm and wait for your answer confident that it will be right and just and it will come on time. In Your holu name I pray, amen!
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May 29, 2017 at 12:00 pmSorry, the verses are from NET, not NEV
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May 29, 2017 at 6:17 pmThanks for your prayers. About that time this morning I really needed them, so not sure if you prayed for me but something changed in me and I felt so much better in an instant. That is our God, so many times in the bible there is so much that has to be endured, but in an instance God can changes everything. For me, until that change comes its about rhythm in that focusing on a day at a time, puting God first in that and watching the the enemy doesn’t steer you off track. I rememeber Sister Shelia saying about before a blessing the enemy tries really hard, so I pray that you have the strength to endure, I pray for a restful and restorative night sleep, I pray this week you really can tell that he is your refuge and stronghold. God bless you. In Jesus name.
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