Free from sexual addiction. Going to prison.
Mike PPrayers: 2Requests: 1
January 15, 2022 at 9:43 am
On december 13, I discovered my wife was pregnant, so i finally broke the silence of my secret sexual addiction. I told her everything, and although devastated, we were trying to get more help, and went to some close family friends for accountability. They could not handle my secrets and turned me in to the police. I do not fault them, I wrestled with taking my own life many times to avoid the shame and pain i knew this secret would cause. I am not living at home by legal order, have been facing a lifetime of memories and shame in the solace of being with my own thoughts. I started attending Sex Addict Anon meetings and never knew a community existed that had resources ready and on hand to help me understand. I will be going to prison, and that thought terrifies me. But what I lament most is all the pieces that i cannot put back together, or even help my family put them back together. It is agony to think of my 7 children not growing up with out a father, but having the shame of having an absent father who will not be there. My wife has miscarried, I had to leave my job before losing it over this, I have no insurance or income for them, and am forced to leave them in the care of God and who he puts in their path to help. But I lament that it will not be me. If you are struggling with pornography, I can tell you after 30 years of not mastering that ‘victimless’ compulsion, it has lead me to this place of devastating loss and shame. Seek help now.jacksonterrell31Prayers: 205Requests: 2
January 15, 2022 at 10:24 am
Hello Mike P Proverbs 28:13 says He who covers his sins will not prosper but whoever CONFESSES and FORSAKES them Will have MERCY. Mike, the Bible says GOD will give you mercy. There are no sins that are not forgiven except Blasphemy the Holy spirit. Altho your friends turned you over to the police, you open up to GOD with your confession. Great Start! Suicidal would have not changed anything but PROBABLY get you into hell eternity. Now you are at the point where you got the pay the consequences for action as far on Earth. Jesus already paid the ultimate price for our sins, so when we confess, repent, our action won’t send us to hell. God will provide for your family. GOD IS THE TRUE PROVIDER. Yes, you are going to prison but that doesn’t stop your relationship with GOD UNLESS you forsake him. Jesus still loves you. We are not here to condemn anyone. We love you brother. We are battling with a Spiritual battle- Very Serious. Yes, the devil going to make you feel very ashamed so you can hurt yourself, stop talking to God, so he can still your soul. Don’t fall for it brother! Yes, I concur, watching porno period is dangerous. That spirit of lust starts taking control of one’s life which is witchcraft. I used to be into porno sites but I was set free by the power of GOD once I allow him to take control of me. Start over, You are still breathing, meaning God is there with open arms for you. God going to take of your family. it now time to focus on your relationship with Jesus. Don’t let the devil takes that from you.louvemthelordjesucristoPrayers: 144Requests: 11
January 15, 2022 at 3:33 pm
I’ll pray for you.spiritdoc1Prayers: 12258Requests: 1126
January 15, 2022 at 3:36 pm
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January 15, 2022 at 4:06 pm
Praying for your situation 🙏 Gods Chosen One GAspiritdoc1Prayers: 12258Requests: 1126
January 16, 2022 at 3:38 am
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January 16, 2022 at 4:13 am
Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. Romans 8:1 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11 Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3:5-6 Blessings and peace in Jesus name🌸hurtobiasPrayers: 365Requests: 167
January 16, 2022 at 6:06 am
Jacksonterrell said it all. I applaud you for doing what God said to do. Because of that, you must remain obedient to His Word and allow Him to order your steps. He has already put the plan for you in place and He is there for your family. Follow His lead. I am sure you will find other brothers in prison who will be there for support and encouragement. Pray that the Lord use you for His service no matter where you go. He will.
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=James%201&version=AMPCsm_andersonPrayers: 138Requests: 18
January 16, 2022 at 6:35 am
Mike P what a clear word of encouragement and prayer. Jacob I wii be praying for you!sm_andersonPrayers: 138Requests: 18
January 16, 2022 at 6:38 am
Disregard the 1st post. Jacksonterrell31 what a clear message of repentance and hope! Mike p I will pray for you and keep talking to god.mclemore4Prayers: 108Requests: 59
January 16, 2022 at 6:41 am
I will pray for you and your family. Billy with a Trinity Stone from Montgomery Alabama!Fathers DaughterPrayers: 57Requests: 9
January 16, 2022 at 11:31 am
Mike, all of us have galled short of His Perfection, His Glory. Thankfully His Redeeming Love surpassed the depth of our Sin and Separation from Him. Rejoicing in and with the Lost Who Has Been Found.NewTrix4anOl'DogPrayers: 806Requests: 15
January 16, 2022 at 2:19 pm
My heart goes out for everyone involved. I am asking for God’s perfect will to be achieved in not just your life, but also every victims’ life, and the life of your wife and children. Holy Spirit come, as I do not have the words to pray. In Jesus name, I ask for your wisdom and your prayers. More of you, less of me.
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