My best friend of nearly my entire life has turned from God. We grew up serving in church together, we went to Bible studies together, and he served on our worship team for many years. Now he says he has told people he is agnostic/atheist. I put the dash because he has told some he is agnostic and other he is atheist. Oh how I never thought this would happen. The feelings of grief and guilt I have come over me are so unbearable that I just push them out of my mind by mindlessly listening to music or watching tv. I know this is wrong and God is convicting me. Please pray that I would have the courage to talk to him about this because he hasn’t said anything to me about it. I don’t want to see him lost for eternity. Also pray that I would live a godly life because so often I blame myself for this. I know that is wrong but that is how my mind is wired. Please pray that I would trust our Sovereign God and that my friend would come to know Jesus. I need you guys, thanks.