Dear Brothers and Sisters,
I lost my job in Nov 2015 five weeks after I reported my clinic for serious and repeated HIPAA violations. I was divorced in Dec 2015, two years and ten months after my ex-husband physically and financially abandoned me and our four children. Feb 2016, our names were changed and we were placed into an address confidentiality program after state police uncovered a murder plot for me, my children and four clerks of the court (who found my ex-husband guilty of assault on our daughter). He did jail time and was released on probation but left the state and is now a fugitive with with four issued warrants for his arrest.

Since the fall out in of our family in 2013 we have been homeless twice and are facing a third stint of homelessness. I need a full or even a part-time job “desperately” to catch up on my rent before my lease is terminated. I am 51 years old and I just can’t seem to land a job. PLEASE come alongside me to pray for God to have mercy on us and to provide all that we need. If there is any sin that is an obstacle for me and my children, PLEASE also pray for the veil to be lifted so we may confess and be forgiven. I just don’t understand why this trial has been so long.

Please understand that GOD has done WONDERFUL things for us! He has brought us through IMPOSSIBLE situations and messy circumstances! We have undoubtedly lived out the bondage, the exodus but we are still in the desert. Even in our homelessness, we have had (relatively) warm places to sleep, food to eat and places to clean ourselves up and wash our clothes. But it has been painful and emotionally difficult, especailly for my children. God kept us invisible to the enemy and has kept us in safety and peace each night we have had to lie down to sleep. But, at one point I had to send my children to another state with a godly friend, while I stayed behind to try to work while living out of my car for nearly five months. I camped out with Jesus and He definitely drew me closer to Him. I have relationship with Him I have never had before. I now better understand who He is and who I am to Him and in Him. The identity crisis is over! Praise God!!! But I still just don’t understand why these trials are lingering, so thank you, as there are times I begin to feel alone in my prayers and I need others to support me in prayer . I love you all, even though I don’t know you. <3 Emma