My beautiful daughter s death
sharonmonizPrayers: 5Requests: 6
December 3, 2018 at 9:02 am
I need prayers to help me not to be so angry with people. I just feel so angry and hateful and I don’t want to feel this way. My daughter just passed November 23 , I feel so much guilt I guess I take it out on others and I don’t want to do this but I feel I can’t help it. My baby girl is gone she left a 6 yr old son. Honestly I don’t want to go on without her. I keep lashing out on my husband,son and so called daughter in-law. I feel so much anger right now and I want it to go away. And I feel the only way to get rid of it is go myself I can’t take anymore please help me Jesus. I need your help please please help before it’s to late. I’ve pushed my family away I feel sometimes it makes it easier for me to end it and hopefully see her againsheila.tolsonPrayers: 1916Requests: 23
December 3, 2018 at 10:00 am
My heart goes out to you beloved of God. I an very very sorry on your loss of your daughter.I TRULY believe your pain is just too much because you got to know your daughter for many years .My prayer for you is that the ALMIGHTY God may breathe HEALING, PEACE , JOY , STRENGTH, HOPE , and FAITH into you.
Please mourn your daughter and do not feel guilty mourning . The pain may not all go away but God in HIS supernatural nature will help you heal day by day.
Here is one thing I would like to remind you :
1. The enemy looks for such opportunities to attack a family- He already is doing that .
2. It is what you chose to do that determines your path forward- Please choose to Listen to God
3. Do not allow the enemy to condemn you with guilt – There is therefore now no more condemnation to them that are in CHRIST Jesus.
4.If you end your life you will NOT go to heaven – Remember this thought of wanting to end your life is NOT from God and anything that is NOT from God is evil and cannot lead you to HEAVEN!
Please please know that God sees your tears . Listen dear , I want you to STOP saying ” I don’t want to go on without her.”
I tell you the truth, the enemy uses our WORDS to work against us.
The enemy is a liar and he will start putting many ideas into your mind. He will tell you , its easier to simply end your life so you can see your daughter. I BEG you DO NOT FALL for his lies. The voice is not of God. God is the AUTHOR of life and the enemy is the author of ALL evil and he comes to steal , kill and destroy.
I advise that you seek Godly counsel, take one day at a time,know that your husband needs you so please as a child of God try by the help of the Holy Spirit to be kind to him.
Ask the Lord to help your emotions as you have lost a daughter that you loved so so much.
************Please do NOT listen to the lies of the enemy **********************
God Loves you and he wants you to LIVE so please choose LIFE . God will HEAL you .sharonmonizPrayers: 5Requests: 6
December 3, 2018 at 10:23 am
So what your saying is my daughter won’t go to heaven because she took her life so where is she than. Are you saying she’s in hell well I guess if so I don’t care what happens to me.Thanks for your prayers anywaysharonmonizPrayers: 5Requests: 6
December 3, 2018 at 10:36 am
I don’t know how she could go to hell and not heaven she was in so much pain that couldn’t deal with anymore she suffered from depression for so long she didn’t no how to go on. I myself suffer from depression most of my life and I know how it feels to not see a light at the end of the tunnel so I can’t blame her she was sick and felt alone. I know from my own experience you don’t think straight at that time like I’ve said I’ve been there and I am their now. I take Jesus as my lord and savior but I can’t help how I feel or how she felt at that time it really hurts to hear she’s not in haven by people God bless you allgsimoninPrayers: 577Requests: 7
December 3, 2018 at 10:46 am
Father, we lift up Sharon to You right now. You know her broken, sorrowful heart and You understand – Your son died also. We ask that You help her deal with the sorrow, the anger, the depression in healthy ways. As she cries out to You, we ask that You surround her with Your loving arms, and give her peace.sheila.tolsonPrayers: 1916Requests: 23
December 3, 2018 at 3:15 pm
I have not said anything about your daughter. I pray that God truly heals you as your pain is very deep.
What I simply asked you to do that is so important is that you Listen to God. God is the judge and hence I cannot make any conclusion about where your daughter is. God sees your hurt, knows your pain and heart and he is the ultimate judge.
My prayer is that God would remove the deep pain that has built in your life over the years .
May the peace of God heal you. May the ONLY voice you listen to be the voice of God.pattysyellowbus1Prayers: 96Requests: 2
December 4, 2018 at 3:42 am
Abba, Father! How dear Sharon suffers, help her O Lord to lean upon You and grieve for her dear daughter. Allow her to feel Your Love and the sweet fragrance of Your Spirit. Help her family also heal from this trauma. You are worthy of all our love and focus. Give dear Sharon Your peace, Your strength, Your Love, Your wisdom. Crying out to You, O Lord, in Jesus’ Name!dlponder2005Prayers: 221Requests: 27
December 4, 2018 at 6:52 am
I can not put a meaning to how YOU feel. I CAN tell YOU,here,now,this day, I,Daniel, LOVE YOU, Sharon. YOU are a part of me as, I am a part of YOU, Truly blessed indeed my sister. Honored to be YOUR brother, right now and for eternity by the pure LOVE, Living inside of us, connected in the body of Christ, where the impossible by man IS possible IN the most High God. In the name of God, the healer, His Son, our Savior and the Holy Ghost, our teacher. Amen.sharonmonizPrayers: 5Requests: 6
December 4, 2018 at 6:53 am
Thanks everyone for your prayers and God Bless you alljanel.holadayPrayers: 944Requests: 101
December 5, 2018 at 8:24 am
Sharon, I am so sorry to hear about your pain and suffering and being without your daughter now. May the God of all peace comfort you. Things people say can be so hurtful and cause more pain. Please know that most are well meaning people who care and surely don’t mean to hurt you. It can be hard to say the right thing- people only try.
Father, let Sharon trust that You are with her and will never leave her. You know what she’s going through and You care. You know what her daughter was going through- You love her and You care. In this world we have suffering, pain and there is evil- but that won’t go on forever. You are going to make things right. You are just and You are good. We can’t see it all, don’t know it all. We have Your Word. We have Your Holy Spirit. I rest in knowing that it is all good and it is all going to be good because of Who You are. I trust You with everything. Let Sharon trust You, too. Let her cast all her cares on You because You tell her to. Let her obey. Let her not worry about any of the feelings she has or judge herself about them. Feelings are feelings, but we can purpose in our hearts to live according to Your Word, by Your power and in Your strength. Thank You Jesus!!! YES!!! Just hearing that gives me such JOY and PEACE!! I want everyone to know it, too, because of You! Father, bring peace to Sharon’s mind. Depression be gone from her in Jesus’ Name. Mind and body, you are well. Mind, you are being renewed by the power of Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ heals you! You are free! Balance has been restored. Breathe it in and welcome it with open arms, Sharon. Don’t worry about a thing. God is for you!! You are loved! You are cared for! God provides for your every need. Let him care for you. Rest in Him. Thank You, Father, for Sharon. Thank You for her life. Let her bring You glory in all she says and does. Let her bless and not curse because Your Spirit lives in her. She can control her tongue. She can choose to honor You and bless her family. You are her strength and the power that moves her to love because You are love. All that and more I pray for her. Have Your way! You are blessed, Sharon. You are missing your daughter. There are so many other mothers missing their children, too. I think of my insurance agent whose 2 year old daughter died suddenly this past October. The memorial service was on 11/12 my son’s birthday. I thought of how that day was so joyful for me, with celebrating my son’s birthday and having him with me, but how on that same day, this Mom and her family were filled with sorrow, while burying their little girl. I think of my friend’s Mom who is missing her only daughter, my friend, who committed suicide coming up on 2 years now in January. She posts pics and videos regularly because she loves her and is missing her. Just this morning I read how she still listens to voicemails to hear her voice. I can’t imagine how hard it is to miss your baby. I miss my friend, but I look forward to seeing her again in heaven. Father, assure Sharon of Your goodness. Let her know that Your grace is enough. Let her hand over all her pain, fear, doubt, anger, etc. and take your peace, power, healing, love and more instead. What an exchange! Let me do the same, day in and day out. I need You- constantly. I have You!! You are mine!!! I bless You, today, Daddy. Thank You for being SO good! Be glorified in my life and in Sharon’s life today. You are worthy!! You are the BEST!!! I pray all this in Jesus’ Name. Amen and Amen.gsimoninPrayers: 577Requests: 7
December 5, 2018 at 10:29 am
Father, today we covet Your overwhelming love and compassion for Sharon. You know her and understand well the sorrow of a parent who has lost a child. Comfort her as she comforts her grandchild. Work in all their lives to bring them together in unity and love. Help their healing continue as they recall to each other all the good and graciousness of her daughter, the laughter and smiles, the things she liked and liked to do. Let those memories help them through the grief and bring healing. We thank You, Lord, for Your tender, compassionate care of Sharon and her family.dragons7888Prayers: 16Requests: 1
December 6, 2018 at 3:37 am
Im so so sorry for your loss :’( it’s so hard to lose someone you love and to live without them 🙁 it helps to know they’re no longer suffering from any sort of pain and are at peace and can’t wait to see you one day in Heaven 💕 that’s what helps me and I hope it may help you too even just a tiny bit 🙂 I’m praying for you and I know how hard depression is 🙁 you’re so strong for going through this and the Lord will help you through this and He will reward you for it all. I know I will question why things happen and I get scared and He loves us and understands. Your beautiful daughter is at peace in the Lord arms in Heaven and one day we will be too 💕☀️ We will see our beautiful relatives and pets and all again 💕 It’s so so sad I know and my heart goes out to you and your family 🙁 stay strong it’ll get better and I know that’s so typical to say but it truly does 🙏🏼💪🏼💕 you’re not alone either 🙂 let yourself mourn let yourself feel because holding it in is so much worse 🙁 I know it’s hard to trust God in these hard times but try even little by little 🙂 He will show you in time His plan for you and His reasons 🙂 and be honest with God tell Him how you feel and ask for help with how you feel 🙂 sometimes I’ll even ask God for a hug and sit for a bit imagining our Father embacing me and taking all the troubles away all my illness stresses and all 🙂 I will tell my family to pray and I will continue to pray for you 🙂 bless your heart :’( I can’t even begin to imagine 🙁 you’re so very strong and God will help you and reward you 🙏🏼☀️
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