Struggling to forgive my emotional abuser, going around in circles. Needing to l
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pamelavguzPrayers: 21Requests: 29
November 29, 2022 at 6:01 amI was emotionally abused and traumatized from age 11-26 by my biological mom and stepdad, my freedom to be myself was taken away, my ability to have my own voice was taken, my innocence was taken. Before that I grew up going in and out of the hospital because I grew up with a seizure disorder as well as other disabilities but when people look at me they thank I’m an 16-19 year old , it’s actually funny. Anyway… I became a third parent to my two little brothers because my stepdad is not a good influence and example and when he gets angry he would just shutt down and I would have to pick it back up. I was talked down too, disrespected, pushed aside, my stepdad would think he’s rescued my family when he was replacing my real dad. My mom would talk down about my real dad when I obviously knew the truth. I was manipulated. Mixed messages. It’s a lot. I couldn’t hear God or feel his presence during those years. My stepdad and I don’t have a good relationship and he wonders why. I’ve been praying for God to change him. I’ve been praying for God to take him. Bit really I need to heal myself. I moved in with my biological dad and stepmom in fall of 2021 right before I turned 26. I have loved it sense. But I felt stuck, unsafe, like I was going to be dragged back to my other parents. I have learned to go positive in February of 2022, I have been blessed with many opportunities in my church, my new friends and mentors, I even met someone…. If you know what I mean😆. But because I’m stuck in my trauma I don’t want to hurt my family and loved ones. I don’t want history repeated. I have had a long talk with my biological mom early in the year about why I really moved away and now she and I have a better relationship. When ever I hear about “ love your enemies “ or “ forgiveness “ it brings me back to my trauma that my stepdad caused. Sadly he’s in the category of people who just won’t change. We tried to correct him, stand up to him, tell him he’s wrong but he is stubborn as heck. Help me everyone I need prayer. Help me to pray for a forgiving heart and mind, help me pray to be fully released from the trauma. Help me pray for a mends in my relationship with my stepdad. Jesus does to forgive me from my sins but I can’t forgive my stepdad . HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can’t change him I can only change myself. Please family I need help. I can’t fully be who God wants me to be if I continue this. I know the Bible , I know Gods word but I can’t live for Him when I still have a lot of bitterness. 💔🥺🥺💔🥺💔🥺💔🥺💔🥺🥺💔🥺💔🥺🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Echo HopePrayers: 31Requests: 7
November 29, 2022 at 6:57 amThrough the trials and trauma of life my sister has experienced violations of her precious innocence. Please open up a window in her mind whereby she may find the excitement to toss out the memories of an abusive lifetime. Thank PaPa in all of Jesus we pray in all of your name. P.S. I love you
linda.a.guentherPrayers: 3Requests: 5
November 29, 2022 at 7:38 amFather God, you are faithful to help and heal, when no one else can. You are omnipotent, and You are love. We cannot always see what you are orchestrating in our lives and world, but you are always at work in the lives of your children. You are our only hope. I don’t know this fellow’s name, but he has some real bondages to many ugly incidents and environment and feelings from his past. We thank you for bringing him through things and drawing him to you. Help him to know that you will complete the work you have begun in him. Pour out your healing, and your wisdom. Help him to walk ever closer with you, and make your guidance clear to him. Ease his suffering. Help him mount up with faith.
pamelavguzPrayers: 21Requests: 29
November 29, 2022 at 9:35 amI became a second mom to my little brothers. Until I decided enough was enough and moved out. Before I was emotionally abused I grew up going in and out of the hospital for my seizures. I don’t remember my childhood. Most of my memories sense t he en have been bad until I moved away. God has blessed be sense , I am so great full. If it wasn’t for my mentors, friends, and new family I’d still be lost and bitter
goingupsoonPrayers: 20097Requests: 1132
November 29, 2022 at 1:04 pmI have just one word for you. JESUS LOVES YOU! Remember, you are the daughter of the “most High”. Just continue to look to Him as your source for your whole entire life — good and bad. And He will walk with you and bring you into the freedom of true release from your past. He who has promised, is faithful to do it…
BLESSINGS! In Him 💓
hurtobiasPrayers: 589Requests: 278
November 30, 2022 at 4:34 amStay connected to your church family. Sounds like a good fellowship which are there for you, and are walking with you through this. We cannot change others or ourselves. We can pray and believe God for their salvation. That way they will become a new creature in Christ. As for us, we can submit to God, resist the devil and he will flee. One of the toughest best prayers I prayed was,”Change Me Lord.” He did. Ouch! Our identity is in Christ alone. Check out a few Dan Mohler videos. One that may be helpful is entitled, “What Do We Really Believe?” Most of all keep your eyes fixed on Jesus. Stay in communion with Him EVERY DAY. Be Blessed.😊
OvercomerPrayers: 129Requests: 39
November 30, 2022 at 4:58 amPamela you are a precious daughter of God. Your Heavenly Father will give you the desires of your heart. Satan’s grip over our minds can seem powerful but it’s an illusion! Step away from bitterness and walk into the light of forgiveness. He will give you the power to overcome the pain if the past. Your step-father may never change and you may never forget but use your pain to protect your future. My husband’s story is similar. He struggles constantly. God has big plans. He carries us through the journey. Plea the 🩸 of Jesus over your life and you can be set free from your past. You are loved and supported!
tcookuabPrayers: 3734Requests: 76
November 30, 2022 at 1:40 pmI understand and pray for Standing Firm In Christ:
‘For we will all stand’. Rom. 14:10
Forgiveness Is Already Yours. Ask for Mercy for________________________________
(sometime when you didn’t Serve others Maybe as You should have Due to anger/shame).‘let the children eat all they want,’. MarK 7:17
Freedom is a Choice. Image of Grace for _________________________________________
(someone or sometime, you had not chosen life Through grace, & Again due to anger/shame).‘”be careful that you don’t fall’. Cor. 14:10
God’s plan Is Always The Best. My Oath to Trust & Believe in God for…:
I vow_________________________________________
(in Faith, make an oath with God, related to the above scripture).‘that cannot be shaken may remain.’ Heb. 12:27
God’s Purpose Is Always The Good. I pray to God for ____________________________
(whatever comes to your heart/mind).You will Stand Firm- In our Savior, Jesus we pray in His Name, Amen!
pamelavguzPrayers: 21Requests: 29
December 29, 2022 at 6:53 amA miracle of miracles happen yesterday as I was visiting my biological mom. She sat me down with my emotional abuser (stepdad ) and he apologized for all he did. I told him everything I felt and he was very sensitive and willing to listen. Now he and I can have a fresh start. There was actually a very good reason why he acted the way he did and none of us could see it. It was completely unclear. I feel like it’s still a dream and I’m trying to wake up. Oh my God thank you🥹😇💕🙏🏼😇
goingupsoonPrayers: 20097Requests: 1132
December 29, 2022 at 5:36 pmThank the good LORD. Praying you both enjoy your new lease on life. 😊♥️
GCOGAPrayers: 16381Requests: 1251
December 29, 2022 at 5:48 pmPraying in agreement with others for you. Please Find room in your heart to release your mom and stepdad for your personal peace. You need your freedom from that shackles. Holy Spirit I pray that you help our dab sibling to let go so she can live her life without any hangers on. 🙏GCOGA 🙏🙏
Sparkles for GodPrayers: 3Requests: 2
December 29, 2022 at 7:07 pmFather God, I pray that you help pamelavguz to let go of hurts in her past and that she create Godly boundaries. I pray you help her come to peace with those who hurt her.
trixelina2Prayers: 1015Requests: 84
December 29, 2022 at 11:25 pmlord I pray. love on her. show her what it is to put it at ur feet. amen
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