This might be goodbye
lex1992Prayers: 1Requests: 3
December 2, 2019 at 6:43 am
I’ve been listening to this podcast on and off for the better part of ten years now, but so much darkness has happened for most of my life, and especially in 2019. The teaching of Christianity, specifically Original Sin have made me want to kill myself. The scripture teaches that we are so worthless and depraved, I’ve felt like a disgusting person since I was five years old and I don’t know if I can do it any longer. I can’t keep hating myself, if the teachings of the church and the Bible make me want to kill myself how can they be true? I miss believing, I miss spiritual experiences, but I’ve been reaching out to God for two years now and I’ve felt no response. If he loved me how could he sit by while I go through all of this? I want peace and maybe the only way for peace is to move beyond all of this. I want the scriptures to mean something to me when I read them but all I see when I read them now is self hatred and I can’t take it anymore.debjactinaPrayers: 25Requests: 0
December 2, 2019 at 7:34 am
Dear friend, the Gospel tells as as long as we accept Jesus as our Lord and Savior we are saved. I too have moments of feeling worthless but I remember I am a child of the Almighty and whatever terrible things I have done I am forgiven.
We will never be perfect or “good” this side of Heaven; that is why our Savior suffered and died for our sins (worthless) behavior. We are loved so much even in our imperfections.
Please continue to listen to the Word with fresh ears and join a Bible study where you can study with fellow believers.
Have you read Reframe by Brian Hardin? If not do so and even if your read it reread it with fresh eyes.
I am praying for you and please pray for me. Sometimes that helps also when you pray for others. There are so much need on this prayer wall. Just take a few minutes a day and see what others are praying for and pray as you also thank God for your blessings no matter how small. I mean just having the ability to write your thoughts is an amazing blessing. Some people are stuck in their minds trying to express themselves.
God blessfelixculpa723Prayers: 2029Requests: 7
December 2, 2019 at 7:59 am
Heavenly Father, thank you that this child cried out to you and to the DAB community for help. I pray that you would speak life to this child you created in your own image, this child you love with an everlasting love, this child you created to have life and a purpose on this earth. Father, In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, I come against the enemy and his Satanic forces who so desire that those in your creation would take their own lives. I come against the despair and hopelessness that they sprinkle over your creation. I pray that you would defeat these enemies of our souls and breathe life and hope into this child. Father, by whatever means is required, we plead with you to reach down and reveal yourself as the Savior and Redeemer of this most precious child.pattysyellowbusPrayers: 1408Requests: 10
December 2, 2019 at 8:50 am
You are greatly loved. Please do not believe the lie of the evil one. We pray your eyes be opened to the Truth of God’s love. It is a step of faith. Even when we do not feel like it. This is not our home, and we will suffer here because we are His Kids. Hang onto the hem of His garment. Trust Him to see you through this. Review His promises today. He loves you with an everlasting love, He will never leave you nor forsake you, despite how you feel, He is There. We cannot lean onto our own understanding, but acknowledge Him in all that we do.
Abba, Father! You are Precious. We lift up this dear child lex1992, who is at the end of his rope. Grant him a new understanding of Your Word. Yes, Lord, there is original sin but that is why JESUS came. (If he wasn’t worth it, You would have never come.) Praise Your Name! Father, allow his mind to be renewed as he seeks You in THE WORD. Help him to open up the WORD and listen for Your Voice.
Assure him, dearest Father, Son, Holy Spirit, that as King of the Universe, you have left lex1992 on this earth for a purposed divined by YOU. May he surrender to You O Lord, and in the midst of his suffering lean upon Your everlasting arms. May he be enveloped by Your Love and sense Your Presence. Renew in him a sense of HOPE. Flood him with Your glory. In Jesus Name.sheila.tolsonPrayers: 2684Requests: 24
December 2, 2019 at 9:31 am
I pray that the LIGHT of Christ Illuminates in your life. I pray that you choose to BELIEVE in Jesus rather than listen to the LIES of the enemy who literally seeks to STEAL, KILL and DESTROY . I truly pray that you will SIT STILL and hear what God has to say to you about LIFE . I say choose life and live . No matter how dark it is , the truth is that it is DARKER for Eternity for those that BELIEVE the lie of the enemy and decide that life is no longer worth living.
May God visit you , May he deliver you from the lies of Satan! May you be Free in Jesus name!!!’
Amenskyeheart9Prayers: 8Requests: 7
December 2, 2019 at 10:38 am
“For God so loved the world that He gave His One and Only Son so that whomever believes in Him shall not parish but have everlasting life.” John 3:16 “For the Lord stood with me and gave me strength.” 2 Timothy 4:17 “Whenever you feel unloved, unimportant,or insecure, remember whom you belong.” Ephesians 2:19-22 Jesus loves you, it is only the enemy that makes you hate yourself. If it were me, i would read the book of Job, God teaches obedience in many ways, our faith is tested, we become stronger that way.gsimoninPrayers: 3248Requests: 25
December 2, 2019 at 11:08 am
Standing in agreement with these prayers for our brother, lex1992. He is struggling mightily, Lord. We pray You help him today, right where he is. We DAB family stand united against the lies of the devil who is telling lex1992 that it’s better to end his life. We all call upon the name of Jesus to defeat these lies and gain victory for lex1992. We know that if lex1992 had been the only person on earth, You would have sent Your son to die for him, and offer a new life. Lord, if lex1992 needs to get some professional help, may he do so with a Christian counselor who can help him sort out all his feelings. Brother, we pray blessings on you and victory from these deep struggles. ~gail
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