Summer today is April 30th and I heard your prayer request for yourself and your daughter. I hear you God hears you even if it feels like he’s not there. I saw a testimony about a man who has lived his younger life and gone through unimaginable things. He’s got to a point where he met God in the quiet and said I’m ready to give up to forget about you totally unless you please show me a sign show me that your there and what happened? Nothing. Silence. So he went his own way did what he wanted until 10 years later he heard the song that had been playing in his car that night so long ago and he realized that God had been there the whole time WAITING but he hadn’t been ready to hear what God had said up until that moment. I’ve been where your daughter is at. On the floor crying, in the hospital because I took to many pills because I was tired of the pain and just wanted it to be over. I’ve been sexually abused and asking God why me. And guess what no answer until years later when I was willing to surrender and let God actually deeply work on my heart. He is there in the hard moments eleven when we can’t feel him he loves you and your daughter deeply. It’s not easy to come out of the pain you are both feeling. At times it seems impossible but surrender is so sweet just giving in that dispute everything he still loves you. Please reach out if you or she need someone to talk to. I will be praying for you sister.