Lost and alone
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June 15, 2020 at 6:41 pm
I’ve been struggling deeply with depression off and on my entire adult life. During the pandemic and being stuck at home has put me back in that deep hole. I’m back on medication and its slowly helping. But my anxiety with just, life is holding me back. I don’t want to do much of anything and feel like I am failing and will fail anything I try. I feel like I’m letting down people around me. I don’t have many friends and even less family and pushing them away has made me feel so alone in the world.
Ive tried to get closer to God but there is something missing and I never feel truly connected, and then feel like a failure for that. Why don’t I feel his love and prescence like others do?
I’m just so lost. I am also having issues with my partner. We have been on and off for a few years. I can’t bare the thought of him not in my life, but we seem to want different things and argue quite a bit. I feel like he doesn’t value me enough and puts money and his own happiness before me. That I am an after thought.
I’m scared of what the future holds for us and any potential heartbreak.
I guess im asking for prayers for my mental health and strength and for more clarity.
I just want to be happy and to be a kind, patient and giving Woman of God. I want to have faith that God is on my side and he is where I can turn to when I feel I have no one else. I have desires of my heart that I am too scared to reach for or to even pray for.June 15, 2020 at 7:12 pmLord, you know the thoughts that you have towards you daughter Jer. 29:11 gets quoted a lot. And every word of it is true. Your thoughts and plans for her are of peace, and welfare and not of evil. You Lord, want her to be full of hope in regards to her future.
In other words, God wants you to trust in His plan for your life. Lord help her to lay her every desire on the alter and give it to you. Reassure her Father, that you have her in your loving hands. And like a good Dad, you will take care of her. Show her that maybe you are stretching her a little. And allowing her to walk just by faith. And that’s why she isn’t feeling you as much.Lord hold her close. Show her in the little things that you are still there. And you are working out every detail of her life.
In the name of Jesus!
BelovedJune 15, 2020 at 7:31 pmLord please watch over this woman and bring peace to her life. Please take away her fears and replace them with your love. I pray that she can be the Christ-like woman she wants to be 🙏🏼❤️
June 15, 2020 at 11:33 pmDear Abundantskies my prayer for you is that Lord Jesus will give you courage and strength to think on all the ways God blesses your life each day. It’s hard to focus on those things when you are in emotional pain. But we can thank God for your improved metal health since you started medication, we thank the Lord you want to be a woman of God and that you ask for prayer. God loves you with an Everlasting Love and His Son Jesus Christ died for your sins!! There are many things to be thankful for and when you think on these things your mind gains clarity. Father God open opportunities for new friendship and hope for Abundantskies and give her a deeper awareness of Your presence in her life. In Christ Name Amen
June 16, 2020 at 5:39 amSpeak the word of GOD over your life. You are beyond rich. Be cognizant of what you are speaking. If, you believe everything is possible!
June 21, 2020 at 12:37 amGod in heaven Your heart knows What she feels Where she goes To cry and hide in the midst of her pain Longing for sunshine But enjoying the rain Teach her God That food is the key What she eats can cheer Help to make her see. Show her that life Is in the power of her tongue To speak up When she is feeling down Help her feel your presence near Help her know that you truly care. Assure her that you are there You looking out for her…her burdens to bear. Teach her to speak words to build up her man Teach to love and to understand That your death on the cross conquered the foe. This woman of God got places to go. Father, in Jesus name I pray.
June 21, 2020 at 4:45 amAbba Father! How You love Abundantskies! Heal her O Lord of depression and deliver her of her fears. Reveal to her as she listens to Your Word Your great love for her and allow her spirit to understand and walk with You. Allow her to cast aside all the cares of this life and help her to see Your kingdom, Your purpose for her. May she focus upon You this day and upon Your Word and allow Your healing to rescue her, to restore her soul. Holy Spirit, keep her eyes focused outward and not inward – not to those things she doesn’t have but to those things You have given her. Give her glimpses as she climbs out the darkness of Your kingdom, what is in store for her, not only when she comes home to You but the glorious now. Give her Your Peace, Your Wisdom, Your Rest. In Jesus Name!
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