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thespaatsaintnouveauPrayers: 300Requests: 48
October 18, 2017 at 9:43 pmI hate asking for prayer. I feel I should be at a place in my life where I am free. I have had such a battle. In many ways I am so blessed. I try to remain grateful and to always praise the Lord. Truly I am desperate. I need you more than ever. As I have mentioned I recently took a bold leap of faith and moved in with my son in Dallas and a few weeks later his condo sold. It was such a trying time. I didn’t secure a job before moving. Stupid, I know. I am on felony probation and I owe quite a bit of money. My finances are a mess. I am depending on the Lord for everything and I mean everything. At the last minute and I do mean the last minute he provided a place for me to go at my brothers and my son went to his girlfriends. I know this is not ideal but I am trusting the Lord. I believe that the Lord is using me at my brothers house. I can not begin to tell you the state of chaos that is in his home. It is so oppressed that it is almost taking me out and I pray constantly. He has a spirit of suicide and his fiancé reads witch books. The house is in such disarray that it would take a team of people to clean it. It actually needs to be burned down. I have been so focused on my own life and getting the perfect job. I realized today that my focus is on the wrong thing. The Lord brought me to Dallas for souls. He brought me to my sons home for my sons soul. My son changed drastically in a short time. He and I have more time that we will be together soon. I’m not finished in the war room for my sons soul. The Lord brought me to my brothers home for his soul…and here I’ve been laying in bed feeling sorry for myself and crying about this job that I haven’t received. I have literally applied for like 250 jobs. When am I going to wake up and realize that my job is in the kingdom and that the lord himself is supplying my paycheck. When Am I going to wake up? Pray for me to wake up. Pray for the souls of my family. Pray for my provision. I feel like a fool. Howeve
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