I’m starting this to Dee in Florida. You are in my prayers especially I actually started a WRITTEN prayer list and you are first on it! You have been through so much and I have a lot of compassion for the things you’ve gone through but the thing that put you at the top of my brand new written prayer list seems almost like an afterthought but it’s big for me so it must be big for you! It is the lack of control over our clutter! My piles have piles! I can’t find anything! I can barely stand to even open my eyes in the morning and see how disorganized I can make something in such a short amount of time. It makes you feel bad all over! I should say it makes me feel bad all over! Anyway for particularly that and all the other things said and unsaid you have a friend in Nevada and my name is Nancy. I’m not good at writing prayers yet but I’m working on it. So for now I’ll just say God bless you and I hope that he will give you the strength and the help to fix the things that can actually be fixed. I’m not saying that you’ll never feel differently about the deaths and the loneliness for sure some days are better than others. Just wanted to let you know that you touched me. God bless you my new friend!