I need prayer for healing. I have always felt alone even though I know God is there, but don’t feel it. I have felt overwhelmed for a number of years as a result of being married to someone who was not with me or working with me..having 7 children – including triplets. Having been a single mom for 5 years, everything is catching up with me and I can’t hide from the deep pain anymore as it’s resulting in almost severe depression. This is affecting my children. I’m not sure what all the pain is coming from either as I isolated myself from the pain and all that was unsafe around me, all throughout my childhood. I need healing, so that I can find my true self..to be able to be fully present and honest with those around me..to have close meaningful relationships..to start my journey back into the workforce, because my (ex) husband is no longer financially supportive. Thank you every one for your prayers.