Take heart and know that God is a forgiving God . The fact that you realize that your life is not pleasing to God clearly shows that you have been convicted by the Holy Spirit.

Come back to the narrow path and forgive yourself , seek forgiveness from God and forgive those who may have hurt you .

In life we fall and get up , just don’t stay down long . Purpose to fully devote yourself to God so that you will not fall . Remember flee the devil and he will flee from you .

One more thing remember you are a child of God so once you repent please don’t beat yourself up and keep blaming yourself because once you repent you are forgiven period ! Just don’t believe the lies of the enemy who wants to put you down and condemn you .
Finally friend put on the fall armor of God daily so that you can stand firm ( Ephe 6:10-18)

Be blessed and stay strong in Christ

Amen

Remember:
Christ died for us while we were still sinners (and distant from him).
He died for you
He loves you
You are a child of God
You can do all things through Him who gives you strength

Read Philippians 4:4-13
Pick yourself up, fix your eyes on God, and keep going… (Repeat as many times as necessary)

Been there – Praying for you

God is amazing, and will do amazing things in your life. Praying for you!
When a door shuts another will open.
Jenny