Carol again. I’m sorry.
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noldor51Prayers: 93Requests: 14
July 17, 2022 at 4:46 pmHere I am again, so there must be a tiny seed of faith left in me. But as each anguished day passes, with no reconciliation in sight with my cherished granddaughters and their mom, I feel more and more God doesn’t hear or care for me. That’s a sinful thought, and I try to rebuke it. But every minute, every hour, every day is a living hell. I can hardly function or care for my own and my animals’ daily needs. I’ve lost far too much weight despite eating every day. Usually I stay in bed listening to audio Bible chapters all day. I have no joy, no strength to even go get my mail. I don’t want to live if this is an open-ended situation. I pray, I cry, I read the prayers here, I have friends who call and pray for me. My therapist says just to keep waiting. My psychiatrist trusts his pills and nothing more. They don’t have to live like I am living. Pray for my trust in God’s plan, for my faith, for my ears to hear and eyes to see. I don’t know how much more of this I can endure. I’m sorry for the self-pity, but I am losing the will to keep fighting more and more each day. I’m exhausted, and God seems so far away. Thank you again for your prayers these past weeks. I need help. Jesus, please make yourself known to me. Please give me strength. I am falling into the pit and holding on as best I can, but I am losing my grip. Please pray I don’t give up. It’s on my mind more and more. God bless each of you. In Jesus’ holy name, Amen.
spiritdoc1Prayers: 40294Requests: 2395
July 17, 2022 at 5:20 pmPraying🙏🏻
sparrowPrayers: 10294Requests: 19
July 17, 2022 at 7:15 pmDear Carol, I pray you will be able to trust God to bring you through this terrible pain you are suffering. You have poured yourself out in raising children who have turned from you. They give you no honor. God knows your pain. As you have listened to Daily Audio Bible, you have heard Him cry out for his own children who turned their backs on him. His blessings were taken for granted. Yes, we know children who still calling themselves Christians have walked away from the Christian parents who raised them in the faith, nurtured them, spent their strength for them. I know two Christian senior couples who never hear from their Christian children.? I pray you will use the strength God gives you to live, to surrender it all to his timing and his sovereignty, to stay with your ministry of prayer for others. God says, Choose life that you and your children may live. Father in heaven, Please help her. May she know joy again. May she have a sign from You just for her to show your favor. Bless her with peace and relief from this pain. In Jesus name
ccaa1523Prayers: 592Requests: 11
July 17, 2022 at 8:37 pmIn JESUS’ Name praying for you Carol..GOD blessand hold you near Dear sister this verse has helped me thru these difficult days missing my daughtervI haven’t seen in 12 years and have 2 Grandson I don’t know. Losing our friends and families because we love JESUS. One day these tears will turn to joy we just have to cry out to HIM to give us strength to trust in Him with all our heart. Hugging you.❤️🙏 Heal me, O LORD, and I shall be healed; save me, and I shall be saved: for thou art my praise. Jeremiah 17:14 KJV
GCOGAPrayers: 16712Requests: 1272
July 18, 2022 at 9:50 amPraying in agreement with other dabbers for this desperately needed intervention of Our Heavenly Father. Hold On Tight to JESUS! I feel you Sister. Be strong. Praying continually🙏Gods ChosenOneGA 🥰🙏
His.debbiePrayers: 5488Requests: 60
July 18, 2022 at 10:54 amDearest Carol, May the Lord place His protective hedge around you during this time. I know how it feels to have a child turn their back on you. It’s a pain so deep, it can’t really be described. But God, rich in love and mercy, holds us in His mighty right hand. He has not abandoned you, dear sister, nor has any of His family. Close your eyes for a moment and let this love flow through you feeling the warmth from the top of your head to the bottom of your soles. Praying the Lord bring you His peace and the joy of your salvation! Let it flow in you, around you and through you. God bless you and keep you. May He make His face shine upon you and give you peace. You are loved! 🥰😘😍🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️
lisa28Prayers: 1Requests: 0
July 18, 2022 at 11:18 amStay in one place until you actually hear him say he loves you. Sometimes it takes me 20 minutes. You are loved indeed!
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