Hello, I am used to living with Chronic pain this last 25 + years so please understand when I say I cannot cope any more that I am overwhelmed and in constant agony, my meds are not touching it and they are morphine and morphine based, I am naturally cheerful despite the pain but the last few years have been too much, I just want to be with the Lord, I know my husbands life would be so much easier with me gone in every aspect, I cannot remember a day when I didn’t cry , i am struggling to show you the depth of this pain I am mainly bed bound, my name is Helen