HisChild God came to me as I was praying and told me to reply to you. Thank you so much for such an uplifting message. However, I have not lost faith in man nor will I ever believe the doors are closed to me. Yes I have read the bible many times and I know of all the miraculous healings. Unfortunately I need surgery and bone removed from both sides of my jaw to address just one pain issue. I pray God performs this miracle soon because the pain is excrutiating. However, If a surgeon could do the work I would jump at the chance to have it done and believe that special person was sent to me by God alone. So now I wait and believe with all my heart because I do know he is the greatest physician of all. I am too ill to attend church, however, I have met a wonderful woman minister who says mass for me every Sunday. Ahhh the wonders of technology. God always provides. She cares not if I am a Catholic, Protestant or Jew. She knows my faith is strong and real and never has questioned it once. Even she has told me she herself has had moments of doubt. A good friend of mine is a priest and has also said the exact same thing. We are human, imperfect and flawed in many ways but the faith runs very strong my DAB brother. Yes medication does help mask some of the pain but not all. I believe God created all of these pain clinics to help people who have been severely injured or who suffer from pain. Unfortunately that is the life of a chronic pain patient until the time God chooses to cure me or any of the millions who suffer. Thank you so much for praying for me and I shall do the same for you❤️❤️❤️. P.S. I talk to God every single day, many times a day and I thank him not only for my life but all the other people who are suffering, physically, mentally and emotionally. How could I not? Tks for asking!