Dear Sister Deanna,
Trust in God at this time of trial, trust and do not doubt, as you sit back in him he will cover you and protect you and you will have a reason to be hopeful. Have confidence through faith that God is working in each and every domain (Hebrews 11:1), this is important because we are justified and rewarded through our faith in Jesus (Romans 5:1). Get close to God in all ways, in worship, prayer and the word daily, as you get closer he will renew your strength (Isaiah 40:31) and as you consume his word he will renew your mind (Romans 12:2). I pray through you your family see Gods love, I pray that you inspire people (not just your family) to know Christ, because of how he works in you. Know he is working on your behalf non stop to bring about all situations for your good. Know the love he has for you is unending and can not be stopped, to see you smile is a reward for God. Cast out any doubt, fear or worry and be consumed by his love, seeking him and ask him to show and reveal more of himself to you, he wants this from you because of your heart for him. I pray this year he reveals himself in new ways, and you see the vision he has for your life. Now be lifted up in his spirit, cast out any negative thoughts and receive the peace of Christ. I am praying on my knees now. Be still and wait for him in prayer he will come and give you his peace even today. God bless you in Jesus name. Your brother Andy in Christ.

I am praying that you will fell God’ love for you.

I’m going through similar issues with menopause + depression & anxiety. In fact I came on her to put up a request myself. He is with you even when you don’t feel him. That’s what I cling to.