Good evening family. I’m asking prayer for my marriage. I’ve been married for only little over a year. I really tried this time. This is my 3rd marriage and this time I prayed for a Christian marriage. I wouldn’t had gotten married if I didn’t think I was marrying a Christian man who loves God. My husband has left me twice. I’m so confused. My husband is a Christian and loves God but when it comes to me, I’m a separate situation and my husband love for God and prayers does not have anything to do with me. I have my mother in law that is against our marriage. She has a great influence over my husband. He has told me firmly that his mother comes first, his other family and then me. I’m so confused because God does bless him and has greatly improved him since he has left me for the second time. Im praying. I’m praying. My husband just don’t want to be a husband to me. I don’t even know if I should even pray for this marriage anymore. He doesn’t speak to me. He is open to marital relations but I’m thinking we are bonding but if I don’t text him he won’t reach out to me. And mostly he doesn’t even respond. My heart is so broken. To be so rejected is unbearable. The things that my husband has done to me financially and I’m still the one trying to reconcile just to be rebuffed is unbearable. I ask for wisdom. Please pray for me. I know God hates divorce, but I feel my marriage doesn’t even marriage since I’ve been of the world with 3 marriages.