I humbly and sincerely don’t want to live anymore
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tenkai82Prayers: 7Requests: 18
July 24, 2022 at 1:39 amI’m sorry to keep doing this but I’m really hurting. I keep asking God to speak to me and quiet to the noise so I can identify his voice. I go to a quiet place but still can’t hear him. I’ve asked a million times for a recognizable sign but I can’t identify one. I’m getting bombarded with bad luck and misfortune. More heartbreaks and disappointments today after my recent post last night. I’m pained in all facets of my existence and I just want it to STOP. I’m terrified that God has turned away from me for my lack of faith. I’m ready to die, I’ve made peace with the idea of my life ending. I was already lonely, my friends have all disappeared and don’t respond when I reach out to them. Not like they have time anyway bc they are all married with kids, accept for me. So I don’t think they would miss me, at least they don’t make me feel like I’d be missed. I wouldn’t miss anything about being alive, not with so much pain around me. I’ve always been honest to God and honest with myself. But I don’t believe my worth to God, I JUST DON’T. Is death not a show of mercy?
C.Wink.2010Prayers: 276Requests: 51
July 24, 2022 at 1:51 amPraying for healing
trixelina2Prayers: 1015Requests: 85
July 24, 2022 at 1:53 amI have been exactly where you are. let me start with this Lord Jesus May the blood of Jesus be shed upon your believer I pray Lord please forgive them of their sins and have grace and mercy over them I pray peace over your believer in the name of Jesus at this moment Lord I pray a shroud of Peace will cover him. the enemy has you in a box and all you see is the surroundings of the box. perhaps the reason you cannot hear the Lord is for a reason or perhaps there is sin involved I do not know all I can speak of is from my own experience. I know that there are times that I seek his voice and I can’t hear it. and it bothers me very much. so I go and I praise him. when I don’t get my way. when I’m frustrated to know end. I praise him because he is the all deserving God. no voice of the enemy is louder than God. and my friend you are alive for a reason. I know what it feels like to be alone. I am 36 no kids never married. but I will be content in my Lord and sometimes I go day by day and sometimes hour by hour some days are good and some days are hard. but I know that when I stop and my sadness or depression and I praise my God despite how I feel my spirit will come along with me and I have peace just as you will have peace. and when I was at my absolute lowest when there was no words and I was done the Lord said Rest in Me. so my friends. command change in your atmosphere and turn on that praise music especially when you don’t want to because that is the enemy attacking you. I will be praying. and when you come out of this it will be your testimony and you will help people in your future that will be where you are going through what you will conquer.
santsipePrayers: 18Requests: 11
July 24, 2022 at 8:51 amHello, Please don’t give up on living! You are loved and there is HOPE especially with God and the Holy Spirit! If you need to talk please reach out and let me know and we can work something out! I’m praying for your heart to be healed and your mind to be positive and faithful to loving yourself and life! Big hugs!
annettemcgoughPrayers: 22Requests: 4
July 24, 2022 at 9:33 am99 times out of 100 I don’t hear the audible voice of God. I straight away go to my bible and THAT IS WHERE he speaks to me. if you think about it that is why the Bible is called the Word of God. Over the years I have highlighted verses God led me to in His Word I highlight in fluorescent yellow. These verses leap out at me again and again. Go to your Bible and highlight verses that seem to speak to you. The Bible is where God will guide you and comfort you. 7 Strong Spiritual Warfare Prayers for the Mind Feb 8, 2019 by Editor in Chief Life can get tough, but you can recite prayers to strengthen your emotional and spiritual state against vulnerabilities and temptations. Here are 7 strong spiritual warfare prayers for the mind. Prayer for Protection of Mind God, my Fortress, there is a war in my mind right now. Your Word tells me to surrender everything to You in prayer, and then You will give me Your peace. This precious promise is why I cry out to You now. My mind is a battleground right now, and I need Your protection. Guard my heart and mind through Christ Jesus, and make my mind Your stronghold. Lead me out of the battle into Your safety. Amen. Prayer for Peace of Mind Lord, my Peace-bringer, my mind is far from peaceful and is in great turmoil as if controlled by someone else. I know that I need to be tethered to You for my flesh not to have control. Please help me engage with Your Word and keep my mind fixed on You. I need the promised perfect peace that only You can give. Please take control of my mind and bring Your peace. Amen. Prayer for a Calm Mind God of all Comfort, I am seeking tranquility for my mind. As I pray and meditate upon Your Word, my mind often drifts to my to-do lists and needs. I pause now from my day. I breathe out a deep sigh from within my soul and ask, will You please quiet my storm? Help me remember all Your goodness to me. Deliver me from anxiety and the battle that rages for control of my mind. Amen. Prayer for a Guarded Mind O Jehovah, my God, I know that as long as I live here, I will battle my sinful nature. Recently, that battle is in my mind. I am begging for You to quiet all voices except Your own. Let Your voice be as clear as the birds singing at dawn. Place a wall around me and fight for my mind as I seek to follow after You. I surrender my all to You. Amen. Prayers for a Pure Mind Heavenly Father, my mind is exposed daily to things that are not holy or pure, so I know I need more of You Christ. It is also hard to focus on the good when my mind is replaying all the bad things I have done. There is a constant barrage from within and without, and I need Your help. Please guide me to scriptures, places, and people that can help cultivate the mind of Christ within me. Amen. Prayer for a Fixed Mind God of Miracles, in my spirit, I know I need more of You in my life. Please help me understand who You are and to experience Your transforming power. My thoughts tend toward those that center on ungodly things. I want to fix my mind on You and Your love, knowing that this will surely bring peace. I pray You would lead and guide me so I may know You deeper. Amen. Prayer for a Surrendered Mind O God of Loving Devotion, the knowledge of Your salvation and love for me is a helmet for my mind. My mind should focus on these things instead of the choices and decisions of the past. However, it is the negative thoughts that reign supreme and play over and over in my mind. I am praying Lord Jesus that You would take You rightful place of authority and reign supreme over my mind. Amen.
annettemcgoughPrayers: 22Requests: 4
July 24, 2022 at 9:40 amthat long post above is a series of prayers I pasted but they didn’t stay separate but ran one into another. please take the time to read them and pray them to God. they are really appropriate to where you are right now. Numbers 6:24-26 KJ21 The LORD bless thee and keep thee; [25] the LORD make His face shine upon thee, and be gracious unto thee; [26] the LORD lift up His countenance upon thee, and give thee peace.’
goingupsoonPrayers: 20097Requests: 1132
July 24, 2022 at 7:43 pmPraying God calms all your fears Justin. In the name of Jesus, in Jesus name.🙏❤️
jacivanzeePrayers: 32Requests: 12
July 24, 2022 at 7:53 pmPraying for your deliverance and healing. 🙏🏻 May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. Romans 15:13
ajesauPrayers: 4Requests: 1
July 24, 2022 at 10:35 pmPraying for you! Please choose life. May I suggest reading the book of Job. Everything had been taken from him, yet he continued to fall down in worship to the Lord.
trinisandPrayers: 174Requests: 1
July 24, 2022 at 10:54 pmJustin, you keep asking God for a sign & here it is: We love you and are all praying for you. I’ve been thinking about you non stop!!!! Believe it Justin! We care! God cares! I also suggest that you go to your local hospital or Church& talk with someone about your thoughts of suicide. DON’T CONTINUE ALONE!
Frances MPrayers: 669Requests: 88
July 24, 2022 at 11:27 pmI’m praying for you Justin. Please know I care so much. I don’t want you to end your life. I know what it’s like to feel very sad and alone. If people have left you out of their lives it is their loss. You deserve to have loving caring friends. God wants you to be happy. Your life matters to all of us. Please let someone know how you are feeling. It’s the first step to getting the life you want. The one God wants for you ♥️.
C.Wink.2010Prayers: 276Requests: 51
July 24, 2022 at 11:29 pmGood song for your situation My Jesus by Anne Wilson
maureen2bePrayers: 2Requests: 1
July 25, 2022 at 12:34 amI’m sending you a big hug and telling you God loves you with His everlasting love. He sees and knows your pain, please continue to lean into Him. You know the devil plant these ideas in our mind to deceive us but remember he’s a liar from the pits of hell. So we stand with you and all God to bind up all confusion and to give you a clear mind in the name of Jesus. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🤗🤗🤗❤️❤️❤️
pattysyellowbusPrayers: 5724Requests: 54
July 25, 2022 at 7:38 amI love you, Justin. Lifting you up to Jesus for comfort and peace. Shalom.
OvercomerPrayers: 129Requests: 40
July 25, 2022 at 8:30 amJesus, I lift up tenkai82. She is straining to hear you but she is missing your screams to save her. She is deaf to your banging on her door as you stand and knock. She is being quiet listening but she need to be loud with worship. “When the sky falls, who you gonna call? The ONE who put it up there in the first place! Full scale attack, devil on my back. Better lace ‘em up and go put on my game face. I don’t got this, I know YOU got this! You’re gonna see me through this!” I love this song by Brandon Heath …See Me Through It. Blast it at the devil. Find some worship music and let it feed your soul. Look up “Hope Never Fails Us” by Highlands Worship The whole album titled “Here I surrender” is powerful. Cling to 2Cor4:8-9 which says We are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but not driven to despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed. So I DECLARE…Though troubles may surround me, I’m not defeated. I don’t despair or fear any circumstance because I know that God will NEVER leave me. Scream it at Satan…He is a liar and he is blinding you and causing you to not hear. Don’t believe satan’s lies! He is seeking to kill you!! He is laughing at how easy it is to strangle your life. Just when you look back to see one set of footprints thinking you are alone that is when Jesus is carrying you. Lean in to him. Rebuke Satan and call on JESUS name. Walk by faith not by sight. Just because you done hear Him does not mean he is not there… HE IS THERE HOLDING YOU! Surround yourself with Christian friends. You can find great Christian people will to support you. Find a Bible teaching church and get in it! I am here fighting for your life. I believe in you! You are worthy of breath!!! Live and not die!!!! https://apps.apple.com/us/app/highlands/id467173106
beth707Prayers: 29Requests: 60
July 25, 2022 at 9:41 amHome | Next Favorite Story A fellow was stuck on his rooftop in a flood. He was praying to God for help. Soon a man in a rowboat came by and the fellow shouted to the man on the roof, “Jump in, I can save you.” The stranded fellow shouted back, “No, it’s OK, I’m praying to God and he is going to save me.” So the rowboat went on. Then a motorboat came by. “The fellow in the motorboat shouted, “Jump in, I can save you.” To this the stranded man said, “No thanks, I’m praying to God and he is going to save me. I have faith.” So the motorboat went on. Then a helicopter came by and the pilot shouted down, “Grab this rope and I will lift you to safety.” To this the stranded man again replied, “No thanks, I’m praying to God and he is going to save me. I have faith.” So the helicopter reluctantly flew away. Soon the water rose above the rooftop and the man drowned. He went to Heaven. He finally got his chance to discuss this whole situation with God, at which point he exclaimed, “I had faith in you but you didn’t save me, you let me drown. I don’t understand why!” To this God replied, “I sent you a rowboat and a motorboat and a helicopter, what more did you expect?” Flood. Man on the roof of his house Ask God to open your eyes to see the help he is sending! He heard us when we cry out to him! He loves us with an unending love! Trust him, look for his answers , they are not always happy what is our Perceptions or what we Preconceive that God should do.
Humble PiPrayers: 1757Requests: 110
July 27, 2022 at 10:43 pmDon’t quit. Jesus did not quit. He will make a way for you. He is a good God. Jesus made a way for us… He endured the cross…and was ressurrected. The war has been won. It’s over for the enemy. His hand has been dealt and his choice was made but you must make yours. Choose life. He chose to give you His that you may find yours. God is not done with you or me and I am still praying for you. So let’s continue to keep going… His Word says we win. Romans 8 says that nothing can separate me from the love of Christ. Nothing can separate you from his love. May He grant us all the ability to sence His love, to receive that love and reflect that love. Thank you for reaching out to your brothers and sisters… praying for you to fulfill your destiny in Him and to receive and be all that He has in store for you, anticipating and knowing that He is a good and awesome God! Continue in a holy fear of the LORD and receive His wisdom, love, assurance and purpose for the gift of life that was granted to you. His Holy Spirit will fill you, if you ask and allow Him to do so. ASK! Some angels get really jealous for the opportunities that God has given us as people. Know that you have a great reward as you trust and walk with Him and get to know Him better through the Word, His people and prayer. Your journey is a journey… a process. Let faith and obedience to His Word overtake you. See the beauty of God all around you and in His people and through His Word. He will complete you. You cannot complete yourself. You will find your life when you lose it for Him and Him alone. His sweet paradoxes will unfold as you quiet your heart and humble yourself in His presence. His light can then shine upon you and through you as he choses to use you. Let Him have His way according to His Word. His promises are good and His love never fails. Take courage and know that He is a great and awesome God!
docsollyPrayers: 2505Requests: 363
July 28, 2022 at 1:15 amtenkai82, which country are you from?
GCOGAPrayers: 16789Requests: 1276
July 28, 2022 at 7:50 amJustin; I sincerely advice you to seek medical help as all your dab brothers and sisters continue to pray for you. You do need help and please do not shy away from doing so. I am continually lifting you up. It is crucial. Do not wait. God bless you and keep you safe in the name of Jesus 🙏Gods Chosen One GA🙏🙏
noldor51Prayers: 93Requests: 14
July 28, 2022 at 8:20 amI posted many times here in despair. In His time, the Lord pulled me up. I wanted to die. I begged for mercy. I cried out and felt so alone and desperate. I didn’t even want to try anymore. I know many people here have felt this. The Lord answered my pleas in an unexpected way – not everything I wanted, but enough to give me enough hope and faith to face one more day. Then another. I have been praying for you. You pop into my mind at different times throughout the day. We are all praying for you. It’s easy to say not to give up, but those who live with it truly understand your despair. I and all of us will keep you in our hearts and prayers. I may not be able to help you, but I can pray for you. And I have and will continue. May your day be lighter and may the Lord give you strength, hope and victory. God bless you and keep you.
Queenbean6162020Prayers: 75Requests: 35
July 28, 2022 at 8:23 amFirstly I would say to read this bible verse throughout your season right now of feeling lonely and depression and just wanting to die it reads i loved you at your darkest Romans 5:8 secondly don’t lose faith in the lord he desire’s a deep close relationship with you no matter how many times you sin he will be forgiving of you thirdly I want you to watch the chosen TV series both seasons 1 and 2 lastly don’t stop praying your prayers are powerful my dab friend🙏🙏🙏I will keep you in my prayers and thoughts be blessed.
Queenbean6162020Prayers: 75Requests: 35
July 28, 2022 at 8:26 amDear heavenly father forgive your follower of any sins and give him or her your love and peace in Jesus mighty precious name amen🙏🙏🙏I thank you in advance lord.
Scarlet to snowPrayers: 18Requests: 1
July 28, 2022 at 8:37 amFather in heaven, we thank you for Tenkai and the plans and purposes of their life. I speak life over Tenkai, and not death. We put on our garments of Praise for the spirit of heaviness. I ask Father that Tenkai may hear your still small voice today. We ask that this time of testing and trials be shortened and that this refining process for now will yield the fruit of righteous for Tenkai. I pray for endurance and peace for Tenkai in Jesus name. Amen
goingupsoonPrayers: 20097Requests: 1132
July 28, 2022 at 10:04 amThinking about you today Justin. And declaring the Word of the LORD over you. “The righteous person faces many troubles, but the LORD comes to the rescue each time” (Psa. 34:19 NLT). Father, we declare! Your promise over your son Justin. And we thank You that Your WORD will not return unto You void, but it shall accomplish that which You please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto You have sent it (Isa. 55:11). Hang in there Justin. God loves you, and so do we. Declaring! you will see better days ahead. In JESUS mighty name. Amen! 💓
Humble PiPrayers: 1757Requests: 110
July 29, 2022 at 5:39 amThe three-sixteens But when one turns to the Lord, the veil is removed. Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. And we all, with unveiled face, beholding the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from one degree of glory to another. For this comes from the Lord who is the Spirit. 2Corinthians3:16-18 ESV Praying the veil is removed. Do you not know that you are God’s temple and that God’s Spirit dwells in you? If anyone destroys God’s temple, God will destroy him. For God’s temple is holy, and you are that temple. 1Corinthians3:16-17 ESV Praying for God’s Plan to be fulfilled in you and through you. That you respect His wishes and realize your stewardship, you belong to Him. His Spirit does indeed dwell in you. You are holy. Praying that you continue in His holiness, you are His dwelling place. His temple. The enemy wants to destroy the temple. He hates God and he hates you and wants you out of the way. Resist the enemy. Prevail. Protect what is the most precious asset you possess. His Spirit. Your Spirit. Be valiant. Protect what is His and Yours. It is a partnership. It is your birthright. Don’t despise it. God is not into high treason and rebellion. His plans stand. He is loving, holy and just. He is a jealous God. Respect Him and don’t test Him, except in the area of giving, as He leads… for His track record throughout history has been to outgive us all. He is the Provider and with Him there is no lack. Realize what you’ve been given. Christ in you is the hope of glory. Praying that you are aware that You are His temple. Praying that you know that within you is the Holy Spirit. Don’t grieve Him. Allow Him to rule and reign in your life. Respect Him. Be good to yourself, take care of your temple, it is His temple, too. You are sharing the same space. “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life. John 3:16 ESV Praying that you believe in Him, that your hope and expectation is in Him and not what the world says is success. Be His success and not your own, for you have been bought with a price. A price we could never imagine. His love is so great… it is beyond comprehension. Let Him reveal Himself to you day-by-day. There are many miracles all around you. Praying that you see and appreciate them and begin to enjoy the journey. You are not alone… been praying for you my friend… you can pray for me, too. Let’s honor God and get through this together and see His goodness. He restores our souls and more. He is a good shepherd. Stay in His pasture.
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