I’m in a confusing space
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kira.p.oconnorPrayers: 110Requests: 38
October 8, 2020 at 8:22 pmit’s Kira from Denver. I just told my boyfriend of 7 yrs who lives with me that I don’t want to fornicate anymore but don’t want to get married. I thought we could stop having sex & see at happens from there. he got really upset for a second but then called his mom & says he’s going over there first thing tomorrow & he doesn’t want to talk about it. i have been struggling with this for 3 yrs since he cheated on me. he repented mightily but I guess I still struggle. I don’t know whether to be proud of myself or disgusted. I do not feel good. why is my heart so hard & how cnn I love. I’ve been hurt so many times. I pray for God’s covering & guidance. pleasing pray. this is so hard.
sherriea2Prayers: 52Requests: 0
October 8, 2020 at 11:43 pmheard your message on dab this morning, too, Kira. perhaps his going away from the house is what is needed. if he’s not someone you want to marry it will be difficult for the one you are to marry to find his way to you with this other man still around. you’re feeling God’s tug to turn from sin in this current relationship, and this is good and right. trust God. yes, it’s hard, but it sounds like you are overcoming! I will continue to pray for you, Kira.
CreationsByCarynPrayers: 2Requests: 0
October 8, 2020 at 11:56 pmHi Kira, First, thank you for choosing to be vulnerable. This enables others to be able to pray with you in a way that is specific and applicable to your real circumstances. I do hear you, and I have no words of advice for the conflicting and painful dynamics you mention. My heart does hurt for you. I am praying now that your loved one is able to come to the same conviction and spiritual place that God has brought you to. I pray that any shame, disgust, and struggle you allow yourself to feel will ONLY lead you to God and not to a place of self-condemnation for there is no condemnation in Christ Jesus for those who believe and have passed from death to life. Oh God, please help my sister to avoid temptation, to be faithful in her heart’s devotion to purity before you, and that you will help her forgive herself and her loved one fully as you have already forgiven them both. May they find their truth, peace, and direction in you! Also, God, I pray you will surround them both with wise and holy council to support them in next steps. Amen. Grace, peace, and love to you sister. ~Caryn
kira.p.oconnorPrayers: 110Requests: 38
October 9, 2020 at 8:09 amthank you for praying for me. it’s the morning now & he’s gathering all his stuff. it’s a lot because we have a clothing business together. he’s been crying a lot. free just left without a word. I feel like the meanest person in the world. I felt convicted by the holy spirit. I hope I did the right thing. it is so sad. I didn’t push him out. I just said we should stop having sex. this means I probably won’t see his mom again or go back to the church I was baptized in. God please help me. Saints please pray for me. – Kira
gsimoninPrayers: 5621Requests: 43
October 9, 2020 at 11:39 amLord of Heaven’s Armies, today we call upon You to fight for our sister, Kira, and be her Champion. Your Holy Spirit has called her into a closer walk with You and into holiness. Bless her for her obedience. Eventhough it is hard, give her the courage to hold on to this stand for it is right and godly. It may seem mean, in reality what she has done is to choose Your better way for both of them. Also give her Your wisdom to know what is her next right step.
Dear sister – Good for you! I know it’s hard, but given your narrative, I say “let him go”. Not only did he cheat on you, he was also taking sexual advantage of you, and you of him, having sex outside of marriage. I highly doubt that you two could continue living together as roommates since you already have a long sexual history together. It’s a powerful draw.
I see no reason for you to cut off ties with his mom or your church. These might be where you can find help and encouragement. Pray about it. Blessings
spiritdoc1Prayers: 40264Requests: 2394
October 9, 2020 at 1:37 pmGreetings my dear sister Kira; I want to congratulate you for choosing to live in righteousness. That is truly loving yourself. John 5:39 Search the scriptures because you have eternal life in them, because they testify of me. Keep allowing The Holy Spirit into your life. Listen & Obey. You are The Lord’s preciousness! Value yourself because He bought you with His blood. Guard your life by choosing to stay pure. Give yourself to the man God will reward you with. Blessings to you my precious one! spiritdoc1@yahoo.com
Child of GodPrayers: 12Requests: 1
October 9, 2020 at 2:32 pmContinue to trust God and yourself. I pray for clear sight for you. You are loved. God never leaves us. Stay close to God and discern what His Path for you is. Pain is part of the journey. May He hold you close on your journey. He has good waiting for you. ❤️🙏🏻
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