I’m struggling with massive fear after a mental brakedown resulting from family court and a medication change, by a psychiatrist. long story. it wasn’t a normal breakdown. the medication interaction gave me massive anxiety agitation and pain. it happened over a 6 month period. now I can’t sleep or get out of bed. all night can think about is how stupid I was to agree. I keep looking back on my life and think about all the opportunities I had. my parents divorced, when I was 16, and my girlfriend cheated on me with my best friend at zbout 19. I had a great job. but I went travelling, and did drugs a little which wmade my anxiety bad. fear is that bad I don’t want to leave house. Blaming myself as I knew what the psych was recommending was not a good thing to do. but did it as I thought it best for court. blaming myself and want to go back in time. I never considered suicide before in my life or ever thought I could ever be in that place. but I have had one serious attempt. I don’t want to die, just so scared and lost and rejected. I put my medication. back to the last known good dose. problem is massive damage done. nothing is really working. I need God now, please prey for me.