Hello Zach. I’ve heard your prayer requests for your porn addiction and alcohol use. I have been praying for you, and I’d also like to make a suggestion. There’s a Christian YouTube content creator named Ruslan who has disclosed on his channel that he was sexually abused as a child and also became addicted to porn. He eventually sought counseling from a Christian therapist and they developed a free website called Master Your Habits to help others with various addictions. I think you should look into this and see if it will help you. I’ll continue praying for you along with our other brothers and sisters.