My husband and I got married with two big dreams. First to serve in ministry together and the second to have a big family. Shortly after getting married we started to serve as youth pastors and had our first son without complications. Four months after having our son we were expecting again our dreams were coming true. Fast forward there were complications with baby number two and she past away at 28 weeks and same week my husband lost his job. Over the next four years we had five more late term losses. My husband has not been able to find work suffered major depression. Our bank account has been drained multiple times and we have had to move several times. Prayer is that God would open the door for work for my husband, for physical and emotional healing for us as a family and wisdom on how /if God wants to grow our family.