PRAY FOR GOD TO REVEAL REPRESSED MEMORIES SO I CAN DEAL WITH MY PAST
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April 20, 2023 at 11:37 amI suffered childhood trauma and neglect. One coping skill I developed was to repress and/or rewrite reality into something I could better cope with. I learned to live a double life: partly real, but mainly a fantasy in which I was a happy, “lucky” little girl. Then, as a teenager, I was the victim of extreme emotional and psychological trauma due to sexual assault, for which I was blamed and punished.
For decades, I refused to go back into the past to deal with what truly happened during those years. It has very negatively affected my personality, my marriage, my parenting and my health.
God has led me to a place, now, 37 years later, where I am finally willing to open up fully and deal with the past, with my husband’s love and support, and face the actual truth, but my memories are messed up or missing.
Pray for ALL THE TRUTH to come out from the lies, betrayals and distortions. Pray for me, that I will not retreat but fully face reality and the truth, whatever it is, with God’s strength and my husband’s love, so that this can finally be put behind us and we can move forward together, stronger than ever!kaitem131Prayers: 6Requests: 0
April 20, 2023 at 11:59 amMay God equip you with His full armor for every moment of this journey and May He intimately and specifically lead you to His healing and wholeness in every way that you need. Praising Him for protecting you and your faith through many dangers, trials and snares and trusting His grace will continue to lead you safely on one day at a time. Much love in Christ!
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April 20, 2023 at 2:31 pmHeavenly Father, we come before you in adoration and with hearts filled with gratitude for all that you have done for us. You are the source of all power, and we ask that you grant us the power of your Holy Spirit to live according to your will and purpose.
We ask for the Breastplate of Righteousness to protect our hearts and emotions from the attacks of the enemy. May we be clothed in your righteousness, and may it be a shield around us to guard us from the lies and temptations of the evil one.
Lord, we thank you for your promise in Jeremiah 29:11 that you have plans for our lives to prosper us and give us hope and a future. We trust in your goodness and your plans for us, even when we don’t understand them.
May we always be faithful to your will, and may your Holy Spirit guide us in all that we do. We praise you and worship you, for you are the Almighty God who reigns forever and ever. In Jesus’ name, we pray. Amen.
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