Hello gracious family my name is Rhoda (Nigerian) I am new to the family. I have been broken for 3 years now since my mum passed away. I was abroad when that happened and she wasn’t sick at all, till date no one is willing to tell me the cause of her death. Been the 4th among 6 children, I was the closest to my mum and she was all I had as parent and my older siblings just hate me and my mum’s siblings are very diabolical and has been attacking me physically and in my dreams to kill me. I had been through post traumatic disorder, I’d attempted suicide like 3 times. My faith in God went down and I was just looking for something assuring when I came across this forum on my podcast. This by the special grace of God is gradually helping me and I just need your prayers to get back and have a personal relationship with God. And the assurance that though mum is no longer there I am not alone. Thank you