I am trying not to lose faith and hope. I have been without a job for 2 months. I have never had such an issue finding a job. The lord has always provided me with something perfect. I have searched high and low and to no avail. The hardest part is when others start doubting you. I feel like I’m trusting completely alone. It looks really bad. I just don’t understand. My car payment is two months behind as of today. I’ve never been behind like this or felt so desperate. It’s like the Lord is speaking to me but on a way he isn’t. The more stressed I get the harder it is to focus on him- I know that this is backwards and this is why I need prayer.
I have prayed for years for security and for the lord to place me in something just for me so that I can get out of debt and be free to have a cup running over so that I may bless others. This isn’t too hard for god. If something is blocking me from prospering I need him to show me. I live to honor and serve him. I need a breakthrough immediately.
I’m beyond humiliated in my job search with rejection after rejection in a small town.