I just got let go from a job over text message. This is a major hit in my income.
More so, it is a personal hit and an attack.
I feel rejected and I’m wondering, what now? Everywhere I go people want to get rid of me. I thought I had come to terms with it. The lord has given me a word about this. I think it’s often a spiritual battle. People HATE my freedom . They loathe it. It is so hard not to tak wit personally though. I feel flawed and I feel like a failure.
I have another part time job. I have been praying to get something else though because the people I work for have cameras on me all day. I have PTSD from many years of being recorded and watched. This may sound a little craZy, but the cameras are a trigger for me. I need something to make a living. This has been an ongoing battle and a true spiritual attack. I left a narcissist after 18 years of abuse and since then every person I work for has those same spirits. Everytime I’ve started to date someone (it’s been 6 years) they have the same spirit.
Please help me pray. I expect nothing less than the very best and the lord knows my heart.