Victory over suicidal thoughts,pornography, PCOS and OCD, anxiety and depression
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xingmei818Prayers: 34Requests: 9
January 7, 2019 at 10:44 amI have PCOS and the pain I feel when I have my period has led me to rely on pornography and masturbation for relief. I ask for prayer for courage to ask for help with my psychiatrist and my pastor. I have already approached my accountability partner and I pray that we become more effective together.
I also have OCD, anxiety and depression. I have been falling apart lately and I have continued to spiral down into calamity. My descent is not fully my illness’ fault. It is also because of my lack of self control and my reliance on masturbation and pornography. It led me to lack of sleep and it spiraled into insomnia, obsessive thoughts, anger and anxiety.
It took me a long time to finally accept that I have a problem and this community has helped so much. I’m so very much falling apart and have considered ending my life these past few months.
Dear God, I ask for support and prayer from my fellow Christians. I pray for breakthrough for healing for your love to consume me. Lord all I have now is hatred, lust, sorrow, self hate, doubt and loss. I am at the lowest point but I look to you. I’ve been battling these problems ever since I was nine years old and you allowed me to survive till now at 23 years old. Lord help me make it to my 24th birthday. Help me to love you. To seek you with all my heart. To trust in you To be with me whenever I ask my parents for permission to go to church. To trust in you when my obsession with perfection overwhelms with me. To trust in you when I do not trust myself.
Lord align my thoughts with yours. Fill me with your presence. Fill me with your love.
Lord I believe I am not alone. I believe that your church is with me and Jesus you are with me. Help me conquer this sorrow. Help me surrender my sin and make me brand new. The old has gone the new has come. Lord help me. Help me embrace you wholeheartedly and trust you wholeheartedly. All these I pray in Jesus’s name Amen.
Angigail194Prayers: 197Requests: 39
January 7, 2019 at 11:20 amFather, I just declare Victory over ALL OF THIS. Daddy, only you know how to help. I pray that put healers in ALL THE AREAS JUST LIKE YOU DID ME FATHER I DONT NEED TO SAY
FATHER YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID FOR ME DO IT FOR HERFATHER RIGHT NOW.
xingme, I’m really hoping I got your name right.
Please reach out and correct me your name is important to me.
My name is Angie. I want you to take a deep breath right now. Please and then read my testimony. And believe.
I have and am suffering from all of the same things as you. I’m not going to sit here and give you all the things to try. I’m going to ask you to trust God, because I listen to all the experts my whole life and ended up 42 and frankly broken. I’m 49 and healing and actually walking in victory. I’m going to ask you to comit to just doing DAB For 2019 God wants to heal your heart first . With a Promise. Give him a full year of 2019 with grace to yourself because everyday is a commitment and a rhythm ask Bryan, the goal is to finish strong by December 31. Don’t get overwhelmed, don’t get overwhelmed by all your health issues if you give Him 2019 DAB I PERSONALLY WILL BE CALLING THE DRS I KNOW GOD WANTS FOR YOU THE HEALTH SUPPORT HE WANTS THE EVRYTHING HE GAVE TO ME YESTERDAY THAT YOU CANT POSIBLY EVEN IMAGINE, to duplicate for you. And I so want that joy for you. Just to trust the father and know the love of the father. I want your body healed in the name of Jesus.PraiseHimPrayers: 1075Requests: 110
January 7, 2019 at 1:15 pmAmen Angie! Father, lifting up xingmei818 to You. You see. You know. You care. You extend love, grace, mercy, healing, freedom, joy, peace, self-control and more!! I ask that she be set free from all this right now! I speak to all these things hurting, harming and keeping xingmei818 from experiencing a life of victory and I say no more! Leave her alone by the authority given to by Jesus Christ, Ruler, Creator, King of Kings, Lord of Lords, Messiah, Immanuel, Savior, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace, The Good Shepherd, The Great Physician, I Am!! Be filled with His Spirit. Walk in freedom because xingmei818 you HAVE been set free!! Believe it! Cast out all fear and walk by faith, moment by moment. You can do it! He is with you and He gives His strength and power. You can go and heal the sick, light the way for those living in darkness. He can use you because you know what it’s like. Stay with us- daily DAB, Prayer Wall, praising Him and worshipping Him with us. He will not fail you, sister. He has good plans for you! Be encouraged and just breathe like Angie said. Go for a walk. Take in beauty around you and praise Him. Meditate on His Word. It is Living- alive. It will fire you up! And put on the armor of God. Use it sister- it’s yours for protection and for the battle! I am happy to pray for you. Thank You Lord for answering my prayers. I bless You! I praise You! In Jesus’ Name I pray. Amen and Amen!
soundyaaPrayers: 3085Requests: 12
January 7, 2019 at 4:19 pmMay this be a year of renewal for you xingmei
Lord Lord Jesus,
Crush and destroy the work of the evil one, crush the lies and strongholds. Come as a restorer. Come close as you live and work in this situation. Lord remove fear with your love, let your love surround and uphold, Lord may your love be like a fire to the lies of the enemy, who has only come to kill, steal and destroy. I pray you know how deeply you are loved.I pray in times of fatigue and tiredness and in the different ways it can influence someone that you know and feel and see this verse:
Isaiah 40:31 31but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.
I pray in time of weakness you know GOD is changing you
Psalm 51:10 Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
I pray you know God has a plan for you and your life to build you up and in times when you feel low you would remember this verse
Jeremiah 31:4 I will build you up again, and you… will be rebuilt. Again you will take up your timbrels and go out to dance with the joyful.
Our God is a God of the impossible, he sees you as perfect, and his love for you is wild and pure and in Jesus we can sing so loudly because he is living in us. He says I am in you and you are in me. He smiles on you for who you are.
God bless youAngigail194Prayers: 197Requests: 39
January 7, 2019 at 5:04 pmI will walk and not be weary
I shall run and not be faint
Thank you Father for your deliverance TODAY FATHER IM SO FREE. You teach me that this is MY TIMELINE. MINE teach me how to be your daughter. Teach me how to let YOU BE MY DADDY.
Thank you daddy for yesterday, Today and especially for tomorrow.
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