Hello fellow DABBER, I am praying for your heart and mind. I also sometimes feel like I’m not truly worshipping God to my fullest ability and that sometimes I don’t feel enthusiastic about God’s Word and sometimes my enthusiasm feels forced. The thing I try to do is pray constantly and try to read God’s Word by using booklets like the Engage book from “the good book company” as well as “grill a Christian” by Roger Carswell :-), it helped me to become more interested and enthusiastic about The Bible and it’s difficult to stop using the books afterwards because you get into a rhythm and it becomes natural even though you may miss a few days and have to catch up it still feels like there is something missing after finishing the book. I would recommend buying different books and thinking about God’s amazing creation and listening to music by Christian artists like Lauren Daigle, and the Newsboys (my favourite song by the Newsboys is “God’s Not Dead”), who’s music is really encouraging and beautiful.
James 4:8New International Version (NIV) 🙂
“8 Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded.”
Keep praying and exploring God’s Word, I recommend writing down prayers in a special book or sticking them on a wall in your house or wherever you’re living and keep track of when they are answered and look back at them when you doubt God’s power or are feeling a lack of faith.
I hope this helps and I’m praying for you, remember GOD IS IN CONTROL and HE loves you.
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